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Chapter 8 - thunder

ZEE'S POV

As he leaned closer.

I just closed my eyes shut thinking, "What's about to come?"

Don't blame me, bro. I watch a lot of romance stuff and read, too.

I have high expectations for love.

And I don't want my first kiss like this.

My eyes were closed.

I shut them so tight.

I could feel his breath on my neck already.

Please, please.

No matter how much I've imagined this moment, i wanted it differently.

Very differently.

But soon we heard a sound.

It's so terrifying.

So so terrifying.

The sound of thunder.

But it wasn't just a normal one.

It was a scary one.

Just like that day.

That day when.

I had tears in my eyes.

My eyes were still shut, but I was crying.

I wanted to hug someone. 

Right now.

And I know who's in front of me.

I didn't care.

I just wrapped my hands around his neck.

So tightly.

Even I didn't know what I was doing.

I wanted these sounds to end.

Please.

Just end this.

Soon, a strong pair of arms wrapped around my waist, too.

And my feet were lifted off from the ground a bit.

I could feel relaxed in his warm embrace.

This felt like home.

This feeling was familiar.

I was homesick for this homely feeling. 

As I sobbed on his shoulder. 

My whole weight was on his body.

I couldn't even stand on my legs.

So he was holding me up.

In his arms.

I loved this.

The thunder increased as I cried out more.

He kept comforting me.

"Shhhh, it's fine. It's fine Im here."

"I'll protect you."

"You don't need to worry."

He kept saying words of affection.

And I loved it.

No matter how strongly I act.

I'll always have an anxiety attack here.

Oh shit.

Yeah, anxiety attack.

Not in front of him.

But before I realised, i was shaking.

Shaking so so bad.