𝔽𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕤- 𝔻𝕖𝕧𝕚𝕟 𝔹𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕖𝕣

chapter 30

I wake up and I look at pictures of us and then Stephen texts me.

S-hey ma, I saw the post. I'm sorry about dat

D- it's not ur fault dw

S- das good you home now. 

D- mhm

S- you good? 

D- yeah, why?

S- all u said was mhm das why I asked

D- Devin found out. Chris sent him the post. we argued and he called me a hoe den I slapped him and kicked him out. he was already finna leave. he broke up with me. 

S- damn. you not a hoe mama. don't let dat shit get to yo head. ight?

D- yeah, i know

S- I should beat his ass fa callin u out yo name

D- steph it's fine. don't do nun pls

S- ight mama 

D-you practicing right now?

S- yeah ma

S- does he know about the baby?

D- no. i'm not telling him

S- oh okay

D- I should have never let this get too far. we shouldn't have messed around 

S-  it is what it is. we both knew what we was doin. we grown

D- yeah, true

D- i gotta do sum. i'll call you later

S- ight ma

i turn off my phone and grab my laptop. 

I emailed Adam Silver. I explained to him the situation and that i still want the job, but I  don't mention the pregnancy 

I look at my phone and see the warriors and Suns schedule that was sent to me two weeks ago.

the first five games i'm here in Phoenix and the other five i'm in California. 

I love Devin so much. i'm the dumb ass for cheating on him. i don't think this can go back to the way it was, and that is my fault. 

I call Devin and he answers. 

"yes?"

"baby I'm sorry. I should have never messed around with him. we work together and it's gonna be difficult for both of us and that's because of me...now, you probably hate me and think i'm a hoe but I just want you to know that every 'I love you' I meant it and it hurts me so much that you left me but i refuse to let you go"

"You're wrong. I don't hate you. I could never hate you Destiny. I didn't mean dat. you're not a hoe. I was just mad. if you loved me then you wouldn't have cheated on me."

"he was there-"

"so was I" his voice gets louder. 

"Devin-"

" I know we're done but I don't wanna lose you either. I still love you but i don't know if I can trust you"

"I know"

"mamas it's late. come over in the morning"

"okay. good night"

"good night baby" he says and hangs up. 

I go to sleep. 

~ next day 

after my shower I get dressed.