So Sick

Honeymoon & Home

*Cassie's POV*

I wake up with the shine shining through the window and my husband beside me.

Yes. Husband.

It's crazy to think that 2 weeks ago Niall and I said "I do".

Today is the last day of our honeymoon and I'm really going to miss Hawaii.

Yes. Hawaii.

I've always dreamed of going to Hawaii since I was little. I thought it was a magical place like Neverland in the story of Peter Pan.

So like the amazing guy Niall is, he helped me live my dream. But sadly, this dream is coming to an end but I get to go home and live my other dream, being Niall's wife.

"Goodmorning love." His raspy voice spoke. I smile and turned to look at him. He wrapped his arms around me making me feel safe. "I don't wanna leave." He whinned, kissing my cheek. "Me either. But we have to." I tell him sliding out from his grip and standing up.

"No! Come back!" He fake cries and pleads. "Sorry babe." I say and leave the room.

I look around at our small but breathtaking house. I can smell the salt water and hear the ocean waves. I look out the window and spot a few people on the beach.

"What's for breakfast?" Niall asks sneaking up behind me. "Whatever you're making." i joke, smirking at his reaction. "Okay. So we will go somewhere." He says kissing my forehead. I laugh and shrug, agreeing to go out because we barely have food left.

*Niall's POV*

I pulled the chair out for my lovely wife for her to sit down. She is wearing a short pink dress with flowers on it and she has pink wedges to match. Her long hair was tied in a bun and she had simple yet stunning makeup on.

"Why are you staring?" She asks, blushing. "When you look as beautiful as you do, someone is gonna stare" I told her. She giggles and sips her coffee. Our pancake breakfast soon arrived and we enjoyed our morning together.

***

"Niall don't!" Cassie screams as I toss her into a wave. "Niall James." She said, trying to remain serious. "That's me." i say, laughing and kissing her nose.

We continued to swim in the ocean and even layed on the beach for a while. We talked about us, life and the future.

***

"So. Your tour starts in 6 weeks?" She asks and I could tell she was upset. "Yes babe. But you're coming with me right?" I question, hoping she will say yes.

"Of course." She says. "I was just looking forward to spending time with you, at home." She admits and I feel my heart begin to ache.

I don't know what to say so I just look at her as she packs her clothes. I see a tear fall and she quickly wipes it away.

"Babe." I say. She looks up at me and shakes her head. "No. No. I'm sorry. It's fine. I'm fine." She stutters and zips up her suitcase. I sigh and kiss the top of her head. "I'm sorry. We will still be together. We just won't be home for a couple of months. It will be okay." I remind her and she takes a deep breath. "I know. I'm sorry." She says and wraps her arms around my waist.

I hate that my job comes before our life. But there's nothing I can do about it.

*Cassie's POV*

We made it back home late last night and Niall and I have spent the day watching movies. It's been a crazy couple of years and yet they have been the best years of my life.

I looked away from the tv screen to look at my husband who is sat beside me in our bed. "What?" he asked, never removing his eyes from the movie.
"I love you." I tell him with really no purpose at all.
I love him.
I have always loved him. And I need him to know that.

Since the day their first single What Makes You Beautiful was released, I love him.

I was so young.
We were so young.
My mom told me that it wasn't love. That I was just crushing on a boy in a band as most girls do.

But it was different for me. It wasn't just a crush. Even though I never imagined even meeting him, I knew it was love.
I was in highschool when I found out about One Direction. And I am forever greatful for that one night I was bored and landed upon their music video on youtube.

My life has been forever changed since then. I became obsessed and crazy over 5 guys. But the blonde boy stood out over the others. Like I said, I was in love. Before I even knew what love was. I fell in love with a boy that every girl wants, that every girl dreams about.

So why did I not give up? Because how could someone like him ever want to be with someone like me?

And yet here we are. 2 weeks after our wedding and I'm laying in bed next to the blonde haired Irish boy I fell in love with so many years ago. And I still fall in love with him, more and more each day.

Life is a journey and when you find love, no matter how impossible it seems, don't give up. Because love is a special thing. And I wouldn't give it up for anything in the world.

I loved this boy and I watched him grow into a man. And now I know that what I felt wasn't just a crush, but true love. And now he loves me too.

Nothing is better than that. Nothing.