So Sick

Alone

*Chapter 20* *Cassie's POV*

"So i was thinking of having the wedding here" I say as i hand Niall a picture. "Anything for you princess" He said and pecked my lips. "Ok well in that case....." I say with a smirk on my face. He laughed at me and poked my nose. "I cant wait to call you my wife" He said as he picked me up. I giggled as he lifted me up into the air. "You havent picked me up like this in months" i say and kissed the top of his head. He smiles and nods. "I know. I miss it" He tells me and placed me back down.

"Im going to miss you" I say and look into his eyes. "I know babe. im going to miss you too. But its only for a few days then ill be back. And then ill be gone for a few days and then ill be back again" i laughed and sat down on the couch. "Come." He said and grabbed my hand. "What?" i asked as he pulled me off the couch. "Come on" he says and leads me into our bedroom. I stare at him in confusion.

"Help me pack" He says and hands me his bag. I laugh as he gathers some clothes and places them in his suitcase.

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*Niall's POV*

My alarm clock sounded in my ear as i pressed the snooze button. I looked down at Cassie who was asleep. Her head was laying on my chest and her arm around my waist. I sighed. How am i suppose to leave? Slowly i move her body off if me and sit up. "Dont leave!" Cassie's voice called out as she tangled herself around me. "Its only for a few days babe" i say and detached her from me.

I stood up and turned around. She was sitting crossed legged on the bed and her eyes seemed sad. I havent seen her this sad since her mother died.

"Babe. Its okay" i tell her and slip on my shirt. "please dont go." she pleads as tears fall down her cheeks.

Why is she crying? I'll only be gone for a little while. Then ill be back. Until i leave again but its honestly not very long. I dont understand why she is so upset.

"Niall." She says between sniffles. "I dont want to be alone" She admits which surprises me. She's been alone before. Not for more than a day though. "I wont be gone long babe" i tell her and sit beside her. "I know its just. I dont wanna sleep alone." Her sad eyes dig into my soul. "Here" I say and hand her my sweatshirt and sweatpants. "Wear these to bed." i tell her. She smiles a soft smile but i could tell she was still scared. "Ill call you as much as i can. Okay? Why don't you spend some time with your aunt? Ya know. Get some stuff ready for the wedding. Ill be back before you know it" i say and kiss her.

*Cassie's POV*

He kissed me before picking up his bag and leaving. I'm sitting here on the bed with tears in my eyes, already feeling lonely. I don't know what has come over me but i don't like it. I just dont wanna be alone.

Somehow i pulled myself off the bed and went into the kitchen. I made myself some tea and sat down on the couch. Flipping through the channels, my eye caught one of my favorite shows. Say Yes to the Dress. I watched as brides tried on many different dresses, some leaving with a dress and some leaving empty handed. I couldnt help but imagine me in my wedding dress. I can picture my wedding day. All our friends and family there. All of a sudden, it hit me.

My parents wont be there.

*Niall's POV*

We just arrived at our hotel and we all decided just to relax. Harry and i are sharing a room while Zayn, Louis and Liam are sharing the other room. We all are currently laying around in Harry and I's hotel room.

"So Niall. Hows the wedding planning going?" Liam asks. "Umm...Its going okay. We still dont have much planned yet" I say. "We still need to decide where it's going to be, what colors we want, who is gonna be in the bridal party, i still need to pick a best man, she needs a dress, i need a tux. We still have a lot to do." i say and take a deep breath. "Relax Niall. It will be alright" Liam says and i nod.

Planning a wedding is stressful. I just want to be married already.

***

"Come on Niall. You better get to bed" Harry says as he finds me up, watching tv. "I wont be able to sleep" i say as i turn the tv off. "Why not?" he asks as he pours himself a glass of water. "I miss Cassie." I tell him before entering my room. I layed down on the empty, cold and lonely bed.

"Cassie" I whispered as i turned to my side and placed my hand in the place where Cassie should be. But she's not there. She's back at home. All alone at home. In a big empty bed, just like me. We shouldn't be sleeping alone. We should be together. We should always be together.

My mind drifted off, thinking about Cassie and soon i fell asleep.

*Cassie's POV*

I tossed and turned in the bed but i just couldn't get comfortable. I adjusted Niall's hoodie that i was wearing and tried to force myself to sleep. Sadly, i had no luck and ended up watching a movie instead. I picked out Bride Wars and put it in the dvd player. This movie makes me excited for my wedding and reminded me how lucky I am. I found myself falling asleep just as the credits began.