So Sick

Wedding Dress

*Cassie's POV*

"I dont like this one" I say as i look at myself in the mirror. "I think it looks cute" My Aunt Lucy says about the wedding dress i am currently wearing. "What do you think Mikey?" i ask my little brother. "Nope. Not the one" He says honestly. I nodded and walked back to the dressing room.

"I've tried on about 10 so far and none of them are it." I tell the lady as she helps me out of the dress. "I want something elegant, with some sparkle but i dont want a big over the top dress." i tell her. "It's a winter wedding." i say. "Alright. I will be right back" She says and closes the door. I sit down on the chair and pick up my phone.

1 Text Messege.

Hi babe! Cant wait to see you tomorrow! I miss you so much! Love you!

From Nialler

I smiled and texted him back saying i love him and i miss him too. I can't believe it's only been a few days but i miss him so much. And now when he gets back he's gonna go and leave again. I sighed just as the door opened.

"What do you think about this one?" She asked me as my eyes trail over the beautiful gown in her eyes. "I love it" I tell her.

I walked out to my Aunt and brother with a smile on my face. "What you do you guys think?" i asked them. "Oh my." Aunt Lucy said with her mouth wide open.

"I love it!" Mike said and gave me a thumbs up. "Yeah. I agree. This is it. This is my wedding dress" i tell them with tears in my eyes.

"What's wrong sweetheart?" My Aunt asks as she brushes a piece of hair out if my face. "It's just. My parents are not here. They aren't here to see me get married. My dad won't be walking me down the isle and my mom isn't here to help me pick out a wedding dress." i tell her.

"You're parents are with you spiritually, honey. I know it's hard but they will always be with you" she said and wrapped her arms around me. "I'm so proud of you" she whispered and i smiled. "Thanks for everything" I whispered back as i stepped away. "Now lets go pay for this dress" My Aunt said and i laughed. "Okay. Lets go!"

***

*Niall's POV*

I shoved my clothes in my bag and slipped on my shoes. Its been almost a week since I've seen Cassie and i miss her so much. Im also excited to tell her that Simon changed his mind and now that we are getting married, she can come with everytime I travel. I mean, it's the right thing to do.

I brushed my teeth quickly and put my snapback on. "Ready to go?" Paul asked and i nodded as he and Paddy helped us out of the hotel and through the crowd.

I took some pictures and talked to some fans before getting into the car. "Im so excited to see Cassie!" i squealed and jumped around in my seat. "Okay Niall. Calm down" Louis says as we pull away from the hotel.

***

My heart is pounding with excitment as i turned the door knob to Cassie and I's apartment. My eyes searched around the room and landed on her. My fiance. Her beautiful long hair braided to the side as she laid asleep on the couch. She must have been trying to stay awake for me because she left the t.v. on. I dropped my bag and walked over to her. I sat down next her and she shifted her body so she was leaning against me.

"I love you" I say and kiss her forehead before falling asleep.

***

*Cassie's POV*

"I really like this place to have the reception" I tell Niall as he looked over my shoulder at my laptop. "Yeah. i agree" He said and smiled. "Just 1 month" He whispered into my ear before walking into the bedroom.

I can't believe our wedding is already only 1 month away. We still have so much to do and I just hope we didn't rush it. I hope we get everything ready in enough time. Where has time gone?

***

"Babe? Are you ready to go?" Niall calls from the kitchen. "Yeah. Gimme one minute!" i call back as i slipped on my heels.

Today Niall and I are meeting with our wedding planner to look at a possible place to have our wedding.

I grabbed my jacket and put it on before opening the door. The cold November air brushed against my face as I got into the car. "Crank up that heat." I tell Niall and he laughs.

"So. I saw you got your dress." Niall says as he grabs my cold hand. "Wait? You saw my dress?" I ask him angryly. "No. No i saw it was in the bag and then i looked away." He said and kissed my hand. "Oh. Okay. Good. So have you decided on a best man yet?" I ask him and his smile faded.

I know its hard for him. How can he choose between his 4 best friends. Then again, he has his brother. But it's his decision.

"Umm..Not yet." he said softly. "My maid of honor is my Aunt." i tell him. "She has done alot for me. And she took Mikey in when mom died." i gulped. Nialls eyes trailed to me and then quickly back at the road. "You okay?" he asked and i nodded.

Even though i was lying and i knew he could tell.

***

*Niall's POV*

"Wow." i say has we walk into a big open room. There are windows on the one wall, perfect to be able to see the winter weather outside. I'm hoping for it to snow.

We followed the lady into the separate place for dancing.

"I like that its separate. Ya know so while youre eating, you can talk to eachother and not have to scream" Cassie said and a smile came to my lips. She's so cute. "I agree. I like it" i say and the lady nods. "Alright. Well. Lets get some papers signed.

***

"Ohh yes. Yes this one" i say taking another bite of cake. "Oh yeahh. Definitely. The double fudge chocolate with peanut butter icing please" i say and look over at Niall. He honestly looked like he was in heaven. "So we got our cake. The place. My dress. Now we just need tuxes and bridesmaid dresses." I say and Niall frowns. "what?" He grabbed my hand and lead me outside to the car. "Niall. What's wrong" I asked him nervously. We got into the car and headed back to our apartment. "I'm nervous to go get tuxes. They are all gonna wanna know who the best man is and i honestly can't decide" His voice was sad and shaky. I placed my hand on his leg. "It will be okay" I told him. "They will understand with whatever you decide"

***

I woke up alone in an empty bed. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. "Niall?" i called. I got out of bed and went into the kitchen. I spotted Niall, asleep at the table. His messy blonde hair, unbrushed and his laptop is open. "Babe" i whisper but he didn't move. I walked over and looked at his computer screen.

"Best places for a Honeymoon"

I smiled and giggled to myself. I leaned down a kissed his cheek before grabbing myself a mug. "I've decided" I hear a faint voice come from behind me. I turned around and sipped my coffee. "What?" i asked him. He took a deep breath and stood up, walking over to me. He placed his hands around my waist and kissed my lips. "I've decided who my best man will be"