So Sick

The Zoo and Niall's Breakdown

*chapter10*

"Okk...welll" i began before telling Niall about my dad. "My brother Mike looks exactly like him." Niall nodded as i continued. "His name was....Mike. My brother was named after him obviously. I remember waking up every morning to my dad cooking. He loved to make us breakfast." i paused, remembering. Niall looked at me. "you miss him dont you?." i nodded. Its true. He was so full of life and made everybody laugh. "i was definitly a daddy's girl" i whispered as i fell asleep next to Niall.

*the next day*

Many days have gone by and my mom gets worse everyday. Everytime i see her she looks weaker and sicker. I can see the life being sucked out of her. Im begining to except that she wont make it. I hate to think this but its true. Her brain doesnt function right anymore. Im staying strong for my mom and Mike. The boys have decided to visit the zoo. I havent been to the zoo since i was little. Zayn brought his girlfriend Perrie, Louis brought his GF Eleanor, Harry brought Layla and Niall brought me, of course. Poor Liam is single. The car ride was short and we arrived at the Zoo. Perrie and Zayn went one way, Layla and Harry in the other, Louis and Eleanor went another way and Niall, Liam and i went to the horses. I brushed my hand on the horse's head. "So cute!!" i said as Niall grabbed my free hand. "but not as cute as you" he said as I blushed. Liam gagged. I almost forgot he was there. "look if you guys are gonna be all mushy and gross then im leaving" Liam said as he turned around and ran into someone. "ohh im soo sorry" liam told the girl with long curly brown hair. She looked up at him and her jaw dropped. " you're...you're" liam comtinued for her. "Liam Payne from One Direction? Yes. Yes i am" he said proudly. "im Danielle" the pretty girl said. "nice to meet you" Liam shook her hand. "you too. Well id better go. Bye Liam." Danielle said while walking away. "wait" liam walked after her. "Will i see you again? " he asked nervously. she wrote something on a piece of paper she found and gave it to him. He thanked her and said goodbye. Niall and I, hands still linked together, walked over to Liam. "Sooo?" i asked and he blushed. "Mate?" Niall asked him as Liam was staring into space. "ohh...hii" liam answered and he blushed again. He looked up at Niall and I and smiled. He uncrumbled a piece of paper he held in his hands, the one Danielle gave him. I scanned over it. He had a number on it. Danielle's number..............It was now getting late and we headed home. Niall drove me home as the others went to their homes. Since my mom has been in the hospital and my bro lives with my aunt, Niall has been staying with me even though he lives across the street. The ride was quiet until i spoke up. "Nialler?" i asked him. " yeah babe?" "im gonna miss you when you visit your family tomorrow." i sighed. "he placed his hand on my leg leaving one hand on the steering wheel. "Your're not gonna miss me that much" he smirked. "Im confused" i told him and he laughed. "Babe. You're coming with me." he told me really happily. I didnt know how to react. "what about my mom" i asked. "cassie, she will be fine. Shes in the hospital still and she has your aunt." i nodded and thought for a moment. "ookk Niall. Id love to go" he smiled and so did i. I am finially visiting another country like ive always wanted to. Tomorrow i will be in Ireland with my favorite Irish boy.

*the next morning*

Its 5am on a Thursay morning and im ready for Ireland. I just finished saying goodbye to Mike and my mom. Niall and I are now headed to the airport. We soon arrived and saw Harry, Louis, Liam and Zayn waiting for us on the plane. Niall and i began pushing through the crowd of fans and paparazzi. Niall was holding my hand and held me close to him. He was always protective towards me when there was a crowd. Everybody was screaming and yelling. Most of the fans were yelling nice things like "I love you Cassie" and this one sign said "I ship Nassie" which made me smile. Although many other fans were threatening to kill me if i broke Niall's heart. A guy then came up to us snapping away with his camra. He was asking Niall something but i wasnt able to hear over all the screams. All of a sudden I saw anger in Niall's eyes as he pushed the guy out of the way and lifted me up on his back. He began running as fast as he could to the plane. This is the longest walk ever. We finally made it onto the plane and Niall sat me down in a seat and sat next to me. In front of us are Harry and Zayn and in back of us are Louis and Liam. The plane quickly took off and all the boys noticed that something was wrong with Niall. He leaned towards me and grabbed my hand. I felt eyes on us and i knew the other boys were watching. "Niall whats wrong?" i asked him and the pain and anger in his eyes burned into my soul. He breathed in a deep breath and began. "why dont people understand that im happy. Im happily i love with you. You're my everything. I dont get why people dont see how wonderful you are." a tear fell down his cheek. Zayn spoke up "there jelous mate" he said and i nodded. "i rubbed Niall's hand that was still in my hand. He looked up at me. "Niall. What did that guy say to you?" i asked and he tensed up. "He asked me why...." i looked at him confused as did Zayn, louis, liam and harry. "why what?" Harry asked. "He asked me why i chose Cassie" he dropped his head as i heard him shruggle to not cry. "Niall" i said but he cut me off. "im sorry Cassie. I just wish everything was perfect. I wish there was no hate and that everyone could just leave us alone!" he began to cry again. "Nothing is perfect Nialler. If it was then we would be in heaven." he chuckled a little and looked up at me. "I love you Niall and no body can tell me that i cant be with you. Yeah i get hate but im willing to get hate to be with you." he smiled and kissed my cheek. "Thanks babe" he whispered in my ear. "aweeeeee" all the boys chorused. Niall must of noticed me falling asleep because he began to sing Moments(if you dont know this song look it up. It is by One Direction) as i gently drifted off to sleep.

Hours have gone by and i was shooken awake. "Babe. Babe" Niall said while shaking me. "Babe wake up. Were here"