So Sick

Congradulations

*Chapter 18* *Niall's POV*

"Cassandra Marie Tyler. My beautiful princess. Will you marry me?" I choked out, nervously. I suddenly began sweating and my hands were shaking. My knee began to wobble and my throat became dry.

I looked up at my beautiful green eyed princess and waited for her response. She stood there anxiously and didnt say a word. I starting getting worried and a little embarressed.

"Uhhh. I dont know what to say" she told me. I sighed and stood up. "Yes" she said quietly. "What?" I asked her. "Yes Niall. Ill marry you" she repeated. A smile spread across my face as i pulled her close to me. I kissed her passionately before placing the ring on her finger. "Its beautiful." She said. "Youre beautiful" i told her and she smiled. "I love you Nialler" she whispered to me which sent a chill down my spine. "I love you more" i responded as we sat down enjoying the rest of the night.

I lay awake with thoughts circling in my mind. I smiled as i looked at my beautiful fiance next to me. I cant believe she said yes. We're actually getting married.

"Congrads!" The boys cheered as we sat down for dinner. I watched with a smile on my face as Cassie showed off her ring. "Wow! Thats really nice" Harry said and winked at me. "Soooo....whose gonna be the best man?!" Louis asked very excitedly. "Im not sure. I havent decided" i told them. Its true. I havent thought about picking a best man. How am i suppose to choose?

As dinner continued i couldnt help but constantly look at Cassie. Her beautiful dirty blonde hair is all curled and she is wearing a pretty green dress to match her eyes. So many thoughts are running through my mind. She's mine. All mine.

I smiled as Cassie looked at me. "What are you staring at?" She asked. "My gorgeous fiance" i said and leaned in to kiss her. As our lips touched i heard all the boys awe at us.

Oops. I totally forgot they were here.

"Bye guys. See you tomorrow at rehearsal" i said to them and got in the car. "Rehearsal?" Cassie asked me as i started the car. "Yeah. We are going to perform at a few places." I told her and she looked sad. "Whats wrong babe?" I asked her and placed my hand on her knee. "Its just. When you start rehearsals it means that you will be leaving soon" she said and it broke my heart a little. I never thought about that. "babe. Im sorry. But dont worry. This tour doesnt start for a while." I told her as we pulled into the parking lot. "Yeah. But you still travel for promotion and stuff" she sighed and opened the door. "But ya know its fine." She said and walked into our bedroom.

"Why are you so upset?" I asked her before closing the door. "I just dont know if i can handle being here alone." She layed down on the bed and pulled the blanket over herself. "Babe. Ill talk to simon but you know the only reason you were able to stay with for the whole tour is...." She cut me off. "Because of my mom passing. Yes. Niall. I know. Its just. I'm not used to being alone. We have been together for 2 years and we havent been apart very much. So im not looking forward to it." She said and turned towards me as i layed next to her. "Its my job Cassie. I have to" i told her as i saw a tear fall down her cheek. "I know" she said. "I'm just going to miss you"

*The Next Day* *Cassie's POV*

"Niall?" I asked as i rubbed my tired eyes, trying to adjust to the bright light. "Yes babe?" He said as he got dressed. "Im sorry about last night." I told him. "I dont know what i was thinking." He sat next to me holding his shirt in his hands. "Its okay babe. Im sorry that i have to constantly leave. Im going to ask Simon today. And dont you worry. If you do have to stay here by yourself i will be sure to contact you as much as possible. And you will be able to join the tour sometimes and i will be able to visit. I promise you i will make this work okay? I love you babe." He said and kissed me.

*Niall's POV*

i walked into the room and sat down next to Harry. Simon was always late so the boys and i usually talk until he gets here. "So.....hows Cassie, Niall?" Liam asked me. "Good. She's upset about the tour though" i told him and he frowned. "Yeah. She told me last night she doesn't know if she can take it being alone, which worries me. Last time she was with for the whole tour and hearing her say that makes me wonder if i can make it through without her." i told them getting upset. Suddenly, the door opened and in came Simon. He sat down at his desk and looked around at us.

"First of all its great to see all of you" he smiled. "Okay. now on to business" he went on. "So. We will be traveling to L.A. in two days for some shows and interviews and then we will be going to New York..." "WAIT WHAT?!" i cut him off. "Two days?" i repeated as a question. He nodded and continued. "After that we will have a break before we go to Japan" Simon finished. "So..two days?" i asked again. "Yes Niall. two days" he told me and stood up. "im very proud of you boys" he began to walk out the door but stopped. "Oh and Niall" he looked at me. "Congrads on your engagment" i thanked him and he shook my hand. "Wait!" I called and he turned around. "What about Cassie?" I asked him. "Its only for a few weeks Niall. And then she may join you...on the second half of the tour." He said and closed the door.

"2 days? Second half? How i suppose to tell Cassie" i said aloud as i drove home. She is going to be so upset. I dont want to tell her but i have to.

"Babe?!" I called as i entered our flat. "In here!" She answered as i saw her lying on the couch. "How did the meeting go?" She asked and sat up. "It was good." I kinda lied. "Youre lieing" she said and i looked up. "How did you know?" "Niall. Youre my fiance. I know you. Now whats wrong?" i sighed. "Okay. Well Simon said you can join me the second half of the tour." I stopped, trying to relax. "And??" She urged me to continue. "And......I leave in 2 days for promotion" Her sad eyes closed and reopened slowly as she nodded. "Okay. I understand" she said and kissed my cheek. "Youre not mad?" I asked her and she shook her head. "No. Why would i be mad? Its your dream Niall. And your job." She stood up and stretched. "What time is rehearsal tonight?" She asked. "3" i told her as i followed her into the kitchen. I sat down at the table as she began making her famous soup."Do you want some Niall?" I heard her say n i nodded.

She placed the bowl in front of me before she sat down. I picked up the spoon and closed my eyes. "Good?" She asked and i smiled. "Delicious" i told her.

Man, am i going to miss her. And her cooking.