Broken- Destiel Fanfic

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With a weeks worth of bitching and arguing between not only cas and dean but gabe as well, cas eventually agreed to leave with gabe, but only for the winter break. He can deal with the two weeks away and it's not like dean can't come up when ever he wants.

Dean goes round to the Novak household the morning he's leaving to say goodbye. "I'm going to miss you" cas pouts "I'm only an hour away, a call if you need anything" dean states, he can't deny that he too is going to miss cas, like he feels like a part of him is going to be ripped away. "I know, I know" cas whispers wrapping his arms around dean and snuggling into his partners neck.

"Cassie you ready to go?" Gabe asks from the doorway "just about" cas whispers and gabe gives an understanding nod. "I couldn't leave without giving you your Christmas present" cas smiles pulling out a neatly wrapped present and passing it to dean "it's a good job I was thinking exactly the same" dean laughs pulling out a small box and handing it to cas. Dean opens the set of old rock cd's from cas and practically bursts with excitement. Cas' gift was a tiny set of silver angel wings on a black lace. "It's beautiful" cas gasps "it's fitting for my angel" dean smiles fastening it around cas' neck.

Dean picks up cas' bag and walks down to the car with him. "Remember I'm just a phone call away" dean whispers kissing him "likewise, if you need me for anything, call me, I don't care what time it is" cas tells him pulling him into a strong hug. "I'll see you in two weeks" cas smiles climbing into the car "two weeks" dean repeats blowing him a kiss and watching as he drives away.

Cas has an amazing Christmas, the best Christmas of his life. Anna stayed at Gabes and the siblings eat more turkey than they could cope with, Anna and gabe drinking more than there fair share and even allowing cas to have some, they stayed up late singing Christmas carols and watching cheesy christmas movies arguing over whether home alone should be considered a Christmas movie or not. Anna and gabe had pitched together and bought cas a bang up rusty truck, cas knows it wouldn't have cost much but to him it's endless possibilities, it's the most beautiful thing in the world, it's hope.

Dean had a good Christmas too, as good as anyone in his situation could hope for. John of course was missing but he had managed to pull some money together to afford a turkey and some presents for Sammy. Bobby dropped off some presents too, as well as more food, he stayed for a while and him and dean drank until they were happy.. Which for them is a lot. Which then resulted in a drunken call to cas telling him how much he loved him while he sang to him down the phone and making plans for a visit. Deans favorite part was the gift he got from Sam, a thick black lace at the end lay a small golden amulet.

It was the day after, the day that John came home that everything came crashing down. The day that dean was supposed to be going to visit cas.

John came home drunk and angrier than either boys have ever seen him. "There he is, my faggot boy" John snarls, the blows don't come in much later, one after the other, to deans face, his ribs, his stomach, anywhere John can get him he does. He eventually relents and moves away but dean can't move, he can't open his eyes, it's only darkness, his mind certain he's dying but his heart begging for just one more day with cas.

When dean opens his eyes the strong lights, white walls and recognizable clean smell floods his senses. He immediately try's to move. "Cool it dean" Sam states "what happened?" Dean croaks "your daddy happened that's what" bobby huffs passing dean a drink of water which he gratefully takes. "Where is he?" Dean asks "he took off" Sam shrugs "good" dean huffs.

Deans phone starts to vibrate on the side and all of there attentions are turned to it. "It's cas" Sam tells him "ignore it" dean orders laying back down "but dean he's going to be going out of his mind.. He deserves to know" Sam argues "I don't want to worry him, I'm fine, right?" Dean asks "couple cracked ribs and a concussion but you'll live" bobby confirms "then cas doesn't need to know" dean states "but dean" Sam tries "enough Sammy, I said ignore it" dean huffs turning slightly in the bed.

Sam was right cas was going out of his mind, he was pacing the floor and trying all means to get in touch with dean. He even argued with gabe about going back down there, he didn't want cas going out on a wild goose chase, so instead he's sat waiting on news, waiting to find out if deans hurt or worse..