Broken- Destiel Fanfic

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Months have passed, months of happiness for dean and cas, of happiness for dean and Sam but then when cas gets home the same miserable life. The couple have two months left of high school and then are done forever and neither can wait. They've started discussing plans of moving away, going to college or even just getting jobs, as long as its together they don't care, they know that what they have is real and no one can tell them otherwise.

They're lying in bed, in each others arms, early on the Sunday morning as they do every Sunday. A pattern of lucifer being too drunk to care or not there at all and cas' father being away on a Saturday had quickly emerged after gabe moved out so he knew this is when he could stay with dean without the suspicions of his family. They take it in turns, one week they'll stay at Bobby's and the next at cas', they much prefer to stay at cas' as that way when they're fucking dean gets to be as loud as his voice will let him and boy is he loud, cas loves it, it gives him power hearing dean cursing and panting out his name like that. But when they're staying at Bobby's cas gets that family feeling he always wanted, surrounded by people he loves and by people who love him, dean has to suck it up and bite on a pillow, it almost breaks Cas having to go back to his house on a Sunday night.

"I have an idea" dean whispers that morning "yeah what's that?" Cas asks "well we've been making plans for the future right?" Dean asks "of course" cas smiles "what if we got a symbol of it?" Dean beams "like what?" Cas frowns "like tattoos" dean smirks "are you crazy?" Cas laughs, his eyes instantly flicking down to the crescent tattoo that already lays proudly on deans chest. There's no hiding that either boys aren't strangers to pain, but Castiel is a little less willing to walk into it. "Do they hurt?" Cas asks stroking his hand over deans chest "a little bit not too much" dean admits "lets do it" cas smirks.

They are quick to get ready and head downstairs. "Where you boys going today then?" Bobby asks as they appear "to get tattoos" dean states "are you two crazy?" Bobby scoffs "bobby we love each other, we want to do this and nothing you can say is going to change our minds" dean states "just pick somewhere clean and easily hidden by clothes.. idjits" bobby sighs.

They drive around town looking for the perfect place and eventually stop by one that dean deems suitable. "So what are we getting?" Cas asks once they're sat in the waiting room, clearly nervous. "Initials?" Dean suggests and cas nods a happy yes. "Wait listen" cas gasps. Faintly in the background dean can hear the lyrics playing..

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine you make me happy when skies are grey you never know, dear, how much I love you please don't take my sunshine away.

A soft smile spreads across deans face as the song continues.

The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping I dreamt I held you in my arms when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken so I hung my head, and I cried.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine you make me happy when skies are grey you never know, dear, how much I love you please don't take my sunshine away.

I'll always love you and make you happy if you will only say the same but if you leave me to love another, you'll regret it all one day.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine you make me happy when skies are grey, you never know, dear, how much I love you please don't take my sunshine away.

Please don't take my sunshine away.

When the boys turns come dean goes first and even though he doesn't need him too cas holds his hand through it, more for his nerves than deans. There in black ink on his ribs he gets printed "you are my sunshine CN" cas' turn is next and of course dean holds his hand through it, not even flinching when cas squeezes so tight he's certain his fingers are about to break. Across cas' hip reads "my only sunshine DW" anyone could see the boys are more in love with ever, only growing closer with each passing minute.