𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐄, 𝐌𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄. ;Sodo ghoul❞

➵𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐖𝐎 : 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭★

CHAPTER TWO : THE PAST ⚠️ (2/2)
Life in a dream

"I hate you." I whispered out. I meant it. I really meant it. My voice was filled with hatred and coldness for her.

Maria froze, her eyes widened. I had never said that to her, and now that she's hearing it..what will she do?

"You hate me?" Maria asks with disbelief. I nod.

Slap!

"You disrespectful child!" She slapped me. Honestly it isnt the first time she did it a lot. Sometimes even worse.

In my mothers eyes, i see violence.

I knew what is gonna come. Should i be prepared or should i just run? I'll feel guilty if i ever hurt her back.

Crash!

Maria pushed me, my back hit a counter filled with alcohol bottles. Some of the bottles fell down and shattered. Im lucky to wear a jacket. Oh shit my feet-

I hiss as i felt the glass hit my feet. Why out of all the parts of my body?! Meh, isnt that bad.

Suddenly, a glass bottle has been thrown next to me. It shatters as some of the glass lands on me. "What the fuck mom?!" I yell. I look at her and she was FUMING. She has fury and hatred filled in her eyes, a scowl on her face.

"Language young lady!" Maria shouts "So its okay for you to curse but not me?!" I say, it wasn't really a question since i knew the answer to that.

She didn't answer.

-9:34pm-

She beaten me up pretty badly earlier.

I sigh as my head rests against the beds headboard. What if i run away? I thought. What about Millie? What would she think about that?

This is my only chance.

I stood up from the bed and walk out of my room. I walk towards my older brothers door, Ashton.

"Ash?" I call out his name quietly. He opens the door and sighs, "what is it Y/N?" Ashton asks

I walk in his bedroom and he closes the door once i did. I sigh as i turn to him and says, "Im running away."

"What?"

"Im running away."

"Yea i heard you, but WHAT?" Ashton looks at me in disbelief "I- what other choice should i do? I cant just stay here until the day i die! Mom had gotten worse, i cant take it." I say. Ashton looks at me sadly

"What about Millie?" Ashton asks "i dont know. I haven't told her yet." I shrug, "can you take care of her while im gone.?" I ask "anything for my little sisters." Ashton says. I smile sadly at him and he did too.

God, what will happen if i tell Millie?

.

Knock, knock, knock

Millie opens the door. I walk in and she closes it. "Come here." I sit down on her bed as i say that, she sprints towards me and hugs me. "I have something to say. But you wont like it." I whisper in her ear, her face saddens.

"Im running away." My voice was barely audible as i say that. I take a deep breath as i wait for her reaction.

She looks at me with wide eyes, she says nothing as tears fills her eyes.

She sniffles as she starts to cry. "I- you cant expect me to answer something like that so easily!" She cries out. I look at her as she started to cry in my arms. Her voice was wobbly as she cries.

"Dont leave me now, please.! I still need you.." Millie says, her cries turning into sobs.

Dont go.." She sobs as she hugs me tightly. I immediately feel the guilt. "Im sorry..i'll come back for you." I say, but that had done nothing. She sobs even more, "i dont want you to leave!" She says in between sobs. The guilt in me grows even more. But what else can i do? This is my only chance to get out of here.

"I'll come back for you, i promise."

-11:23pm-

Millie hasn't gone over the fact im leaving, but she did allow me too since she understands.

I packed up my stuff. I gave Millie my headphones just in case.
I also gave her a teddy bear, if she ever misses me she can hug that.

I carry my bag full of stuff, i couldn't pack everything so i have to leave my books behind.

I walk out of my door quietly, Ashton told me to text him daily so he knows im okay. As long as i have data.

I gave Millie a hug and a kiss on the forehead, and i hug my older brother before i finally left the house.

I walk out the door, feeling the night's cold breeze hit me. I sigh before I started my journey.

Where would this take me?

I walked far, until i couldn't see my 'home' anymore. Honestly, i feel guilty for leaving Mille. But i cant bring her. What happens if she got hurt? Or even worse.. kidnapped?

I dont know how long i have walked but i definitely know it was far. Like- i cant even see my own neighborhood anymore.

I walk farther, fog came into the streets. I was curious. Im the type to just walk right in because of my curiosity, dangerous or not.

I walk farther, the fog becoming more noticeable. And before i knew it, i came across a big and gothic church. I blink as i try to see if im seeing it right. Its definitely a gothic church. I took a deep breath, before walking to the other side. I do not know whats in that church, but it has some kind of satanic aura around it..and it somehow made me.. comfortable?

I sit down under a tree, next to the big church. Is this church for devil worshipping or for jesus?

I shrug off my thoughts then fell asleep. Falling into a deep slumber.

Little noises can really wake me up.

Crunch

My eyes shot open, seeing a person with small horns and a tail infront of me. My eyes widened. The person has purple glowing eyes and is..bald?

Should i even call it a person?

The person looks at me. The silence was kinda loud and awkward.

"Hi-"

"WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?!"

Guess who is the ghoull;)

I heard Aether got kicked out of the band. But im still including him in this story. I'll also include Phantom and Aurora!

They're new so i kinda dont know how their personalities are like but we'll see.

Idk if this chapter is good, im trying my best.

I have my exam next week but im gonna try to publish more chapters:))