𝐌𝐘
Long, straight blonde hair, greyish blue eyes..a ghoul you were meant to meet. A little ghoul with anger issues.
𝑭𝑰𝑹𝑬,
You found yourself walking on the foggy streets, no where to go. You had no friends to contact, and no family member. You...
CHAPTER FIVE : IM NOT CRAZY. why dont you believe me?
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Ever since i heard those voices in the woods, it kept getting worse.
As i walk through the ministry's halls, i heard it. Again.
"Y/N~" the voice echos through my head. I put my hands to my head to cover my ears but it just wouldn't go away.
"Stop..stop it!" I say, covering my ears as i close my eyes shut. "Go away..go away!!"
"Y/N~"
"Y/N.."
"Y/N.?"
"Y/N!"
Someone shook me back into reality. I open my eyes to see Sodo. "What the fuck are you doing? You looked possessed for fucks sake." Sodo says. "There were voices in my head.!" I exclaimed, my eyes wide. Sodo looked at me like he doesn't believe me.
"Are you crazy or something? You should get help." Sodo muttered the last part. "Why do i even care?" Sodo mumbles.
He scoffed before walking away.
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More days passed. But the voice never left. It stayed in my mind, constantly trying to lure me in something i dont even know.
I got my own room a few days back. Copua gifted me that room. And i cant describe how grateful i was.
My insomnia has been keeping me awake lately, meaning i cant even sleep. I turn left and right in my bed but no position felt right. The more im awake, the more the voice gets louder. Oh why do i have to deal with all this?
I grabbed my phone from the bedside table on my left and turns it on. But it only greeted me with a flash of light that blinded me.
I grunt as it hurts my eyes. I swiped down and lowered the brightness. I see the time. 4:30 am.
I went to fall asleep at 10:00pm. And im still awake. I groan, "how long is this going to take?!"
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Lets just say i didn't sleep.
I lean on the kitchen counter as its already 7 in the morning, drinking my coffee. Not the one thats bitter.
Cirrus came in the kitchen and noticed me so she walked towards me. But she also noticed something.
"Y/N? You okay?" Cirrus asks, concerned as she looks at me. "You look like you haven't slept.."
"Im fine." I reassured her, making her think im fine when im not. "I just slept late thats all."
"Hm..are you sure.?" Cirrus says. "Im sure."
"Are you sure, Y/N~?" The voice came back. I took a deep breath. "Excuse me for a second.." i said before i put down my cup of coffee and walked away.
I dont want her to see me fighting back a voice she cant hear.
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I woke up. I feel dizzy, weak and light-headed. God, what time is it?
11:23pm.
I SLEPT THAT LONG?!
No wonder im feeling dizzy, i skipped dinner!
'Who cares, Y/N? They all probably think your fat anyway. Just dont eat at all." My mind says.
"Really.?" I mumble, sitting up from my bed.
"Do i not deserve to eat..?" I ask myself. My thoughts are making me do things i dont want to..
"Y/N.." the voice came back.
"Shut up..just leave me alone!!" I said as i cover my ears. I am so done with this stupid voice in my head. It just randomly appeared after i left my 'home' and it bothers me ever since!!
"Go away..please.." i plead for the voice to go away.
"Weak now, are we..Y/N?" The voice says. "You can never get rid of me. I will and always be with you."
Oh for fucks sake.
Short chapter. Exam coming up AGAIN.But once thats finished i'll publish more.
