Time Passed

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time passed as it does 
slowly yet quickly 
all at the same time 

anyone who looked at her
knew that she was undeniably 
in love with her best friend 

she would deny it still
she didnt even realize she was 
she said she was mostly over him 

they said he was in love too 
she knew he wasnt 
afterall she wasnt amanda 

she wouldnt admit it 
but some part of her 
wished she was 

they still didnt know who amanda was 
and christmas break was
approaching too fast for her liking 

drama was dealt with
people were cut off
she felt ok, happy even 

she had people
ones she didnt have last year 
she only wished she found them earlier 

it was almost 
the halfway point of the year 
highschool talk started 

she wasnt ready for that 
so she ignored it best she could 
it was future hers problem 

at somepoint 
she got him to admit it 
she was his best friend too 

she had actually won this time 
she couldnt believe it had only been a year 
it felt like a lifetime ago 

she was comfortable around him 
she fell asleep on his arm once
and he just let her sleep 

everything was calm 
it was fun 
yet no one moved a muscle 

because it could
all come crashing down 
at any fucking moment 


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