i wanted to know who amanda was
i needed to know
who this girl was
so i could compare it to me
and wonder
where the fuck i went wrong
because my denial
had quickly evaporated
thats of course,
is not what i told him
all he knew was that i wanted to know
because i was a nosy bitch
and so
he named dropped her
over text
an accident that seemed on purpose
maybe he felt that we were
growing tired of him
and he need a new way
to hook our attention
The Llama
somehow i knew it
and it hurt way more
then i thought it would
I think i cried to The Dancer
asking her
what was wrong with me
where I had fucked my chance up
she had no answer for me
and left me to my tears
it was weak
and weakness wasnt allowed
i was his best friend
and knowing that
i decided to hide
everything i was feeling
for as long as i could
It wasnt going to be about me
i was going to be an amazing wingman
that was until i fucked everything up
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Regarding Him
Poesía-I hated him. Now he's my best friend. And I accidentally fell in love with him.- -----Regarding Him is that story, watch my dramatic ass as i cry way too much. Hate me, love me, laugh at me, cry with me, maybe even find yourself in me. Whatever you...
