So I blanked Lol

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and my brain blanked 

any attempts to act 
like i had this all 
under control 
were kinda long gone 

i butchered it so hard 

i think i even apologized 
to the poor un-expecting 
judge dude 

but i dont really remember 

all i do remember is 
forgetting most of it 
and improvising in the most 
not chill way ever 

i went into this 
thinking that i could 
do this so 

calm 
collected 
chill 
charismatic 

i dont know what 
drugs i was on 

clearly not enough
because i was still lucid 
through this nightmare 

i finished and nearly cried 

it had gone so much worse 
then i would of ever thought 
but i had no time for that

i laughed it off 
so no one would see 
what an absolute failure i was 

ha 

but now i had to sprint to art history 

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