i was forced into this
but it was ok
because it gave me a chance
to be around you
uil
the day where the
unvalidated nerds
unite to compete?
stress too much
for a piece metal
that says your
worth something
anyhoo
nerd competitions
speeches, math, science,
chess apparently, writing, etc etc
i was unprepared
very unprepared
me joining this competition
was sprung on me 5 days before
lucky for me
i only had to do one thing
which was give a speech
that i hadnt memorized
a speech on title ix
one that i had only
finished writing
the night before
and so i arrived at the school
running off of some coffee
a lack of sleep, adrenaline
and misplaced confidence
my mom practically threw me out of the car
and towards the buses
that would be taking us
to some random school
i looked pretty snazzy
but never as snazzy as you
i saw you walking towards me
in that goddamn suit
my social anxiety had kicked in
i was waiting for you
so i wouldnt be alone on a bus
filled with people i mostly knew
i know
my logic
as always
is flawless
the bus was
interesting
me feeling awkward
pulled out my phone
and i managed to take
the dumbest looking
photos of you there
ever were
instead of super productive things
i could of been doing
(LIKE MEMORIZING MY SPEECH)
i was filling my storage with you
i was laughing at you
smiling with you
the sun was rising
and you looked so pretty
sitting on that bus with you
is one of those things
that i loved a bit
too much
and i said i didnt like you
YOU ARE READING
Regarding Him
Poëzie-I hated him. Now he's my best friend. And I accidentally fell in love with him.- -----Regarding Him is that story, watch my dramatic ass as i cry way too much. Hate me, love me, laugh at me, cry with me, maybe even find yourself in me. Whatever you...
