Ive been over this
The Bestie was kind of
trauma
she fucked my entire life up
saying so much things about ant
i had just gotten over myself too
me and him were cool we were
gucci
The Bestie decided
to stir some shit up
she told me things
i got mad and i freaked
out
i talked to him
he told me the same thing
she had
you are the
drama
he told me
that i need to accept
that i was the drama
i felt like the
problem
i was holding back
the waterfall
that was forming in my eyes
he hated
me
you said you didnt
The Bestie said you did
who the fuck
was i supposed to
believe
i thought i was doing better
i was giving him space
i thought i was being
better, less
clingy
not a problem
not a burden
i thought we were
okay
he explained
that it was
The Besties
fault
that she rushed it
and he was going
to tell me
just not right
then
I hated
The Bestie
and he was being
a fucking
hypocrite
telling me how
he couldnt trust me
how i was not
trustworthy
i spun it back on him
i dont remember what happened
next
but a few days later
The Bestie
(who always started shit)
told me she hated me
she didnt want to be around me
i dont remember why
something about her new boyfriend
and i was like
cool
december 19th
"ive gotten over the hatred i once had for you"
i laughed but played along with her little
game
she asked if i wanted
to go back to being friends
i said sure
but i wouldnt care about her
again
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Regarding Him
Poezie-I hated him. Now he's my best friend. And I accidentally fell in love with him.- -----Regarding Him is that story, watch my dramatic ass as i cry way too much. Hate me, love me, laugh at me, cry with me, maybe even find yourself in me. Whatever you...
