Broken Friendships

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I wouldn't really say 
we became 
friends 
till after the summer

i was still living in 
my little delusion 
world 
thinking we were friends

but nope 
8th grade happened 
and we both wanted to 
get away from "the bestie" 

we didnt know how to 
and i ended up 
contentiously 
getting hurt by her 

she was a self centered 
bitch 
she didnt care about me 
only herself 

i still resent her for that 
the things she would say
shook me to my core
cus i thought 

i had somehow 
fucked everything up 
like i always did 
i had ruined this 

it took a lot to 
realize that i didnt 
to realize 
that nothing i could of done 

could of changed 
the way 
everything 
broke 

she hated me 
and i wanted to die 
i had given everything to her
and she didnt care 

I cried to Anthony 
about this 
because she was dating 
the only other person i would talk to 

and he had called me a slut 
broken friendships 
seemed to be everywhere 
shattered pieces fell from the sky 

and i just stood and watched 
as everything i thought i needed 
fall apart 
in a blink of an eye 

and it hurt 

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