Amanda

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The Llama was the only one
who still didnt know 
makes sense because 
it was her 

she asked me 
straight up 
am i amanda 
i didnt answer 

and she took it as a no
and we moved on 
the more i thought about it
the more it fucking hurt 

the more i thought about it
the more i realized 
that they would be 
amazing together 

the more i thought about it 
the more i wondered why i cared 
i wanted to burn my feelings 
they were too inconvenient

then we told her 
well specifically me 
he wasnt going to do it 
and she was getting too 

suspicious
but also stressed and concerned 
she thought he hated him 
the irony was painful 

we put way too much
on who amanda was 
on telling the llama 
that she was amanda 

nothing really changed 
anthony just freaked the fuck out
and The Llama didnt know 
how to react even though she already knew 

why did we make it 
such a big deal 
it didnt really even 
fucking matter 

well it mattered to me 
i was a jealous bitch 
and i still didnt 
really know why 

  

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