The Llama was the only one
who still didnt know
makes sense because
it was her
she asked me
straight up
am i amanda
i didnt answer
and she took it as a no
and we moved on
the more i thought about it
the more it fucking hurt
the more i thought about it
the more i realized
that they would be
amazing together
the more i thought about it
the more i wondered why i cared
i wanted to burn my feelings
they were too inconvenientthen we told her
well specifically me
he wasnt going to do it
and she was getting toosuspicious
but also stressed and concerned
she thought he hated him
the irony was painfulwe put way too much
on who amanda was
on telling the llama
that she was amandanothing really changed
anthony just freaked the fuck out
and The Llama didnt know
how to react even though she already knew
why did we make it
such a big deal
it didnt really even
fucking matterwell it mattered to me
i was a jealous bitch
and i still didnt
really know why

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