Seventeen ships

You (Jeongcheol)

Jeonghan's pov
"Hello?" I say answering my phone. "Umm jeonghan can you come pick up scoups he pretty drunk and i have to take seokmin home so i can't." Jisoo says on the other line. "Yeah im on my way." I say getting into my car. I was going to say i couldn't but he then said he had to take seokmin so i just said yes. It's because today me and scoups had a fight about him ignoring me.

And we were both really mad and said things we know we shouldn't have said. I was going to apoligise but then he left to go drink so i was going to wait until he got back. It's hard to date someone when they don't even pay attention. He works all the time he's too busy at the studio to even talk to me. He spends all his time there and his free time going out with friends.

I don't mind him going out with friends but i want him to also spend time with me. But he doesn't. So i just let all my anger out even tho i knew i shouldn't have said those things. I was just really angry with him. Not really sure if he's sorry about the things he said but i just hope we will be able to fix this. Once i get to the bar i see the three and walk up to them.

"Thanks for taking car of him." I say and he nods. "Bye josh." I say taking scoups and walking to the car. I then put him in the car and drive back home. Once i get there i take him out the car and take him inside. I take off his shoes then lay him in bed. I then also get ready for bed and lay next to him falling asleep.

~Next morning~

As i wake up i see the bed empty already knowing he's in the stuido. I let out a sigh and get up. When we started dating he told me that he'll work and i can just stay home and worry about my studies. I was in uni but once i finished i started looking for a job but i couldn't so scoups told me to join pledis because I have a good voice so I did. Now when they need me to do something they just call.

So In a way I have a job but I don't? They do always pay me a lot tho so I don't mind. But im leaving. Not the company but scoups. Were not happy. I don't want to be with someone that doesn't pay attention to me. So Im going to make him the last meal in our relationship. Then I'll go give it to him and tell him then leave. Im going to stay with my one that has a spear room.

As Im making the meal Im crying. I don't want to leave him but I just can't. Yes i get it he's busy but can't even call or say hi or even hug me atleast. After i finish the meal i pack it up and go change so i can leave. I'll come back to pack then leave. Once i finish changing i leave the house.

~Time skip~

Once i get to the company i walk inside. "Hey jansoo is scoups in his studio?" I ask. "Yeah." She says and i nod then walk up to his studio. I then get to his door and let out a big sigh then knock. 'What?" I hear behind the door so i open the door. "I never sai-, or jeonghan why are you here." He says looking at me. "I-i brought you food." I say showing him. "Im not hungry you can just go back home."

I then sigh once he says that. He then turns back around. My tears then just feel. "S-seungcheol, Im leaving" I say and he looks at me. "Okay i'll see you at home later." He says. "N-no im le-leaving y-you." I say and see his shocked face. He then stands up. "W-why?" He asks. "Really your asking why? You ignored me you know im really sorry for the things i said yestarday."

"But i can't do this anymore it'd like you feel out of love, You only come home say hi then leave and on your days off you hang out with your friends i know you want to hang out with them too but once in a while can't we? Im sorry b-but it hurts knowing yo-you don't love me anymore." I say fully in tears. I then feel him hug me. "Jeonghan i-im sorry b-but please do-don't leave me."

He says crying. "I love you i do but i thought you were too much for me that you desevered someone better so i thought that if i gre distant that maybe you'll also notice that im not enough for you, But now that im really losing you i don't care how greedy i sound but i can't lose you, Please don't leave me." He says breaking down. "Seungcheol, Please don't think down on yourself."

I say looking at him. "I won't ever leave you i promise." I say hugging him back. After a while we calmed down and left the studio to go home. "Seungcheol can we cuddle?" I ask as we enter the house. "Of course baby lets go." He says taking my hand and we walk up staires. "I love you jeonghan don't forget it." He says as were laying down. "I also love you scoups." I say as we both drift to sleep.

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