Half a promise (Jeongcheol) Pt2

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Jeonghan's pov
It's been a while two weeks since I yelled at him. He's came to my house called me texted me but I can't. I guess he got my address from wonwoo my number from I think Hoshi. But I just cant't I hate him.

But I love him which makes me hate him even more. I want to forgive him but I can't not until I Hear his side but not now I'm not ready to face him again not ready for anything. I can't look at him or anything without either wanting to cry or hit him.

As I'm laying in bed I get a call. "Hello?" I ask as I answer. "Han." I hear Josh's voice in the other line. "Yeah?" I ask. "Can you come to my office really quick?" He asks. "Yeah sure." I say and change then go to his office.

As I get there I walk up to his office and as I get in I see scoups. I then hear the door close and lock. I turn around and try opening it but it doesn't open. They really locked us in here. "Han can we talk please." I hear.

I then let out an angry sigh. "No we can't not now why doesn't anyone understand that I want space I want time to think I'm not fully ready why can't you guys get that?" I ask as I'm still facing the door. "Out of everyone I'd expect you to understand."

I say. "But we're here we should talk." He says to me and I turn around. "No I'll talk to you when I'm ready I don't want to talk to you I want to hit you! So let me out." I say scream at him and hide my face. "Han come on."

He says trying to touch me but I pull away. "Open the fucking door I said I'll talk to you when I'm ready what don't you get? Stay away from me all I want to do is hit your right now but I won't so open the fucking door!"

I scream as tears fall. I then hear the door open. So I turn around and walk out the door. "Han we wanted to help." Josh says as I see won Kwan Hao Woozi and Chan. "What the fuck don't you understand that I'll talk to him when I'm ready?"

I ask before I walk out the company and go to my car. I then cry a little before I drive home. But once I arrive home I bawl my eyes out.

~Time Skip~
It's been two more weeks. I'm ready to talk to him now. So I get my phone and call him. "Han?" He asks with a surprised look. "Come to my house I'm ready to talk." I say and hang up then wait for him to arrive.

As he does he walks in. "Why did you leave? You promised me but you still left." I say as we sit down. "My dad he said that he'll ruin your life if I didn't go and I knew that you not knowing or being there to say goodbye."

"It was easier to leave and I couldn't let you suffer because of me but turns out you still did, Han I'm so sorry I wish I answered your calls and everything but I know that if I did I'd go back which meant your life would be hell."

"Han trust me those three years without you knowing you were hurting because of me I hated myself that I stoped everything I stopped eating all I did was wake up shower work then did it all over again Han knowing what I did to you."

He says with a pause. "I just wanted it all to end but then dad said I can come back. When I did I didn't know anything about you but I knew Woozi would come to the company sooner or later and when he saw me I know you'd find out and come to scream at me."

He says. "I'm so glad that I at least got to see you and I'm so sorry that we all tried pressuring you to talk to me and I'm so sorry hannie." He says as tears slipped. "I hated you but I knew that I needed to hear your side before I make my decision."

"I knew that seeing you would hurt so I waited I felt so suffocated when you guys locked me in the room with you that made me not want to talk to you but I've cooled down and I know what I want." I say and he looks at me.

"What is it?" He asks as tears fall from both of our eyes. "You I want to be with you even if it hurts me again I want to be with you no matter what." I say and he looks at me. "I love you Han and I'm sorry." He says again.

"I love you too." I say and hug him as we both cry our hearts out. I'm happy he's back and that we're back together. I also talked with Josh and then and they apologized I've forgiven them so we're all cool now.

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