Seventeen ships

Lost it (Verkwan)

Vernon's pov
"So Vernon tell me why you're here again?" Scoups asks me as we sit on his couch. "Well me and seungkwan actually broke up this time." I say and he looks at me shocked as I just look down. "What is it this time Vernon."

He says to me and I sigh. "Well you know yesterday we went out for a date since haven't gone out for a whole." I say and he nods. "Well as we were there I guess the waiter was trying to flirt with me I didn't notice and that's how the date slowly started getting bad."

"Once we were in the car he was in a bad but i promised him ice cream so as we were driving to go get the ice cream i got a call so i answered it and it was woozi. He asked if i can come to the studio and write my rap."

I say and look away. "So i said yeah and i dropped seungkwan off at the apartment he didnt spear me a glance or even say goodbye he just slamed my door and started wlaking away."

"So i got down an tried talking to him but he looked at me and said. 'Vernon when you coem back well talk im too mad to talk right now go.' he said so i left and when i came back which was around 12."

"Well thats when the fight started i walked it the apartment and i seen all my clothes in bags and when i tired getting in i seen that he changed the locks. I knocked till he answer the door. "

I say and he shakes his head as i continue my story. "He was like. 'vernon lest break up you never put me first your always leaving me do you know how that maked me feel? No you don't so just leave.'"

"'Leave and never coem back you never chose me first you put everyone in front of me and leave me behind! Then you ask why i get mad or why im sad or why were brekaing up because of this, when your ready to date me maybe you can come find me.'"

"He didn't let me say anything and just slamed the door in my face." I say looking at scoups. "Vernon let me ask you this." He says and i look at him. "How much do you love seungkwan?" He asks me.

"More then you'll ever know i love him more then i love myself." I say. "So then why are you always putting him last i don't care if the company or woozi needs you thats your boyfriend he should be put first."

He says. "It doesn't matter who needs you unless its your famliy but if its not seungkwan should coem first no matter but if that how you want to handle it then don't date someone if you can't handle it."

He says and i nod. "I had everything with him and now that i lost him i feel so empty." I say. "It's your fault your brung this on yourself." He says and i nod. "I know i know okay i know i fucked up what can i do now!?" I ask him.

"You can try winning him back it'll be long and hard but you can try that because if you do nothing then you loveing him would leave his body he'll think you never loved him so try till you can't anymore." He says and i nod.

~Time skip~
Well i have been tyring to win seungkwan back for almost 2 months and i was thinking about giving up but i can't i love him so no matter what i will try till he either excepts me or dates someone esle.

"Seungkwan." I say as i walk into the dance practice room. I have been living back in the dorm it's only like mingyu chan wonwoo dk and josh so i have a room with dino. "Yeah?" He asks looking at me.

"Will you go on a date with me?" I ask i know he'll say no because all the date i have asked him out to he's always rejected. "Sure what time?" He asks lookign at me and i just blink. I wasn't expecting that.

"Y-yeah yeah um i'll text you okay." I say and he nods with a slight smlie on his face and i run to look for scoups to tell him the good news. I wonder what made seungkwan change his mind.

~Time skip~
It's been about 3 months and were back to dating and living together again. Im really happy he's let me be with him again. And this time i will not disappoint him. I will do whatever it takes.

I will do whatever he asks for. I will be here to he gets tired or annoyed of me. But i will never leave him. Never.

Dk's pov
"I can't believe they have made it this far." Han says and we all look over to them and nod our head as we look over at Vernon and Kwan. "I can't believe he's the only one that's able to make him cry."

I say and they look at me. "When have you ever seen Vernon cry over anything? But if it's Kwan he's the biggest cry baby." I say and they all just nod as we watch them from a distance.

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It might just be me but i love reading and writing sad. Verkwan ones but it is good to have nice ones once in a while. Also happy 2024 everyone