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Failed love. (Meanie)

Wonwoo's pov
As I'm waking though the big crowd of people to get to my friends I accidentally bump into someone. As I look to them to apologize. But the person that I seen made everything around me stop. I blinked for a couple seconds then came back to reality.

"Sorry." I say as I look away from him and try walking away. "Wonwoo." He says making me stop and just look down. I then look back to him. "Y-yeah?" I ask. "How are you?" He asks. "I'm fine mingyu."

I say and he nods. "We should catch up someday." He says and I sigh. "Mingyu-." "Just once please wonwoo." He says and I look at him. "Sure just text me you should know my number." I say and he nods with a smile.

"I have to go." I say and he nods and I walk away. Me and mingyu broke up about 5 months ago. He was a golden retriever boyfriend. He tired making everyone happy and everything but trying to do things for other people.

Well it kinda messed up our relationship. He was busy trying to please others that he forgot about me. We got into fight every time I tired bring up the problem. We date for almost 8 months. But o just couldn't do it.

I didn't want to be put last anymore we both went through so much pain because of each other that I knew it was time for us to split our ways. But he felt the same. I loved him so much that it hurt to much to keep in contact with him.

I love him still so facing him will be hard and even just the little words we said to each other hurt. I don't think I will be able to meet him again. But I snap out my thoughts as I feel tears coming out my eyes.

I then wipe them away as I arrive at the cafe. I know my eyes are puff but hopefully they don't notice. "Hey I'm here." I say as I arrive to the table. "Okay good now le- wait are you okay were you crying?" Han asks.

"No." I say as I look away from the table. "Yes you were." I hear Kwan say. "I wasn't." I say as I still feel like crying. "What happened?" Dk asks. "Nothing really." I say. "Wonwoo tell us." Han says and I just sigh.

"I ran into mingyu." I say and they go quite. "He wants to meet up to talk." I say and Han sighs. "Do you want to?" He asks. "I want to but I don't think I can face him without wanting to break down." I say. "Wonwoo."

Han says and I look at him. "If you don't want to you know you don't have to." He says and I nod. "I know can we drop this for now?" I ask and they then and we switch the subject but I stay in my thoughts about it.

~Time skip~
It's been 3 weeks since me and mingyu bumped into each other. He's been trying to talk but I have been putting it out but I think I'm ready to talk. So I decided to call him. "Hello wonwoo?" He asks. "Can you come over?"

I ask. "Yeah are you ready to talk now?" He asks. "Yeah." I say. "Okay send me your address and I'll be there as soon as I can." He says. "Okay." I say and send it to him. I moved two months after the break up because I really needed to.

After about 20 minutes I hear my doorbell. I then prepare myself and go to open the door. As I do I see him and man I missed him. "Come in." I say so he half smiles to me and does. I then close the door and lock it.

I then look and he's standing looking around. "You can sit down." I was going to say his nickname but I stopped myself. So he nods and sits on my couch. "Who knew it'd be so awkward." I say and he nods. I then sit next to him.

Out of nowhere he speaks. "How come we failed to save our love." He says catching me off guard. "You were busy pleasing other people you ignored me. But I became selfish and I said things I didn't mean." I say answering him.

"Do you think we'll ever be able to be together again?" He asks as he looks at me and I feel tears in my eyes looking at him. "I don't know I hope because I still and will always love you but don't you think we'll fail again?"

I say and he looks at me. "Wonwoo as much times as we fail i would try everything in the world just for you." He says as a tear slips from his eyes. I then cover my face with my hands. I feel arms around me and I cry harder.

"I'm sorry wonwoo, I'm sorry I didn't fight harder, I'm sorry I didn't try hard enough to save our relationship." He says and I shake my head. "No mingyu I was also sort of the relationship I should have also fought."

I say to him. "Wonwoo please give me one more chance." He says and I look at him. "Mingyu." I say. "Before you say anything wonwoo please think please." He says looking at me with pleading eyes. "Promise me."

I say to him. "Promise me that even if we fail again we try again." I say to him. "Wonwoo I will always try again even if it means I hurt myself for you, I would give the world for you."  He says as his voice cracks.

I then hug him again and just cry in his arms. After a good 2 hours of us talking more we decided to try again. Hopefully we will succeed this time. Because I love mingyu too much to lose him again. But I happy we can try again.

I'm glad we talked. I'm glad we ran into each other again. I thought it would just hurt me even more but I'm glad we talked. But I just hope we can give this relationship the things we didn't give in our last relationship.

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You should listen to try again by Jaehyun if you haven't.