This chapter is based off some Ao3 stories.
Also this is not a ship just wanted to do this one.
Apart of the hurt/comfort or hurt/no comfort.
But this one will be hurt/comfort.
Hope you like this one :)
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Chan's pov
They hate me everyone hates me. About 2 months ago we got a new chorograhper. He bullies me. At first i thought it was beacause i was being lazy or not working hard enough. But no he only picks on me. But of course not infront of anyone. So it's my word against his. Now 1 month later yes he's still bullies me but now it has gotten physical. Once i had stood up for myself.But wrong thing to do. He hit me. He slapped me across the face. And since then he does it a lot more. It went from slapps to punches on my arms so now im fourced to wear long sleeves. Why won't i tell? Well everyone likes him. They'll blame me. I can't do it. They hate me already. The past month they have been so hard on me. I excused it as exhaustion do to the up coming comeback.
But it hurts so much. After pracitce we go home to shower. Once we get there i'm shower last. Once i get out all the foods gone. They always say sorry so i just say i'll eat something else but nowdays i just say i wasn't hungray anyway. But it's true i rearly eat sleep and i hardly have energry. The only one that worries about me is our managers. But right now were in the dance practice room.
"Yah! Dino focus everyone's tired, we want to go home already but we can't because you keep messing up!" Hoshi screams at me mad. "Sorry hyung." I say then an idea came to my head. "How about you guys go home and i'll practice then i'll go hoem when i finish." I say and he let out puff. "Fine but when we come back to practice you better not mess up." He says and everyone starts leaving.
After about 7 whole hours of practicing i look at the time and it's 9 am so everyone should start arriving soon. I then check my phone to see if anyone texted me. The only text that was sent was in our group chat saying. "Were about to be there don't mess up the dance." Hoshi texted me. I just sigh. I guess no sleep today. I say and start streching so i could be good enough to dance and not mess up.
As i finish streching i hear laughing then everyone walk in. I then walk up to hoshi. "Hyung i finished." I say with a smile. "Psh don't mess us up today." he says putting his stuff down. after about 10 minutes of watching everyone have fun without me we get into position to go over it once more before we record it. And guess what i messed it up. As hoshi stops the music he turns around mad.
"Chan!-" "I KNOW! I KNOW OKAY!" I scream at him before he could even say more then my name. I then lean on the mirror. "I know." I say as i slid down. Out of nowhere i start crying. But that crying turned into laughter. I just couldn't stop laughing. I then look at everyone as they stoped moving looking at me as if i was a crazy person. "W-why are o laughing?"
Wonwoo asks. "I-i get it." I say holdig my stomach as i stop laughing. "Get what?" Scoups asks. "Y-you hate me, You were mean to me so i could leave seventeen but you didn't want to tell me so you won't look bad. So you decided to be mean to me even got our chorograhper to abuse me." I say and start laughing again. "I-it hurts." I say as my laughs die down.
"I give up. You win, I'll quite." I say while closing my eyes. "I'll quite." I say one last time before sleep takes over my body. Once i wake up the first thing i see is my room? At the dorm. I then sit up and walk out to see if anyones else's home. As i get out into the living room i see all my members. "Why is eberyone here?" I ask beause it's rear that everyones here when im here.
"Chan sit down." Scoups says so i do. "Listen we never wanted to kick you out the group, I get it we were all mean please forgive us but we need to ask you something." Jeonghan says. "Sure." I say. "What did you mean by "even got our chorograhper to abuse me" What did you mean by that?" Jeonghan asks. "W-well he had always bullied me. It's been like this since he was hired."
"The first month he would only yell and say hurtfull things but this month got worse i stood up for myself and he slapped me, Then then slapps turned into punches thats why i always wore long sleeves." I say. "Why didn't you tell anyone or even us." Wonwoo says. "Really you? Haha funny because i haven't gotten a propper meal or sleep in the past month nobody cares for me."
"Look you guys liked him and you would blame me for it so i didn't say anything this past year you guys have been so hurtfull to me." I say with tears coming out my eyes. "Chan." Someone says and tries to hug be but i flinch and back up. "D-dont touch me." i say and see hurt in there eyes. "It'll take me a while to get back to normal please respect that." I say before walking back to my room
~Time skip~
It's been 3 months and over the past three months fans seen that i would flinch or that i wasn't that cloes to the memebers anymore but i would says im just tired and they'd go with it. But i have slowly became me again. Yeah sometimes i remember how they didn't care about me but i try to put it past me. It has worked but i do miss them hugging me and caring for me.
They haven't hugged me becasue they know i flinch and i have slowly started to hate being touched. Or so they thought. I don't i just needed time to heal and now im healed but nobody seems to notice. Right now were practicing for an awards show. But were taking a break and everyones just playing around. But i stand up and walk to scoups. I then just hug him and start crying.
I can feel everyone stop talking and i can tell they're looking at us. "C-chan whats wrong?" He asks. "Y-you guys don't hug me no more am i not a good enough maknae?" I ask still crying. "Chan of course it just we wanted to give you space to heal. WHy didn't you tell us you felt this way?" He asks. I then shrugg and we get out the hug and im still crying. I then feel loads of peoples arms around me hugging me.
Im happy. Im now happy, Im with the people that hurt me but also care for me. They have tooken time to reflect on themselfs so im now happy to be happy with them. I just hope it stays this way.
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