"Let's make a deal. I'll make you happy and teach you to live life to the fullest within three months and if I fail, I'll not stop you from doing what you want."
I take a suspicious glance at her with squinted eyes, trying to figure out if she's ser...
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When The Clouds Cry. [Beomgyu FF]
song recommendation: "Lie" by Jimin(BTS).
━─━─◄••❀••►─━─━ [eight]"please, be a nightmare..." ━─━─◄••❀••►─━─━
A/N POV As Beomgyu begins to run, the stupid symptoms reappear. He could feel his legs growing weak, wanting to stop. But he doesn't dare to stop. He runs straight to his room. Slamming the door from inside, he locks it and gives himself the chance to finally catch a break. He could hear his heart that was beating like a broken machine again; going through the roof one moment only to drop to the ground the other. Lightheadedness starts to take over him and his whole body starts to tremble in such a way as if he was having a seizure. He desperately tries to take deep breaths to calm himself down while tears keep streaming down like rain in July. Emotions were running wild inside him; making him feel overwhelmed in every possible way. All emotions were running through his veins, except for rage but after being unable to breathe normally even after trying desperately, he finally loses it. He does something he would have never imagined to do even in his dreams. He launches a punch aimed at the wall as hard as possible. And he doesn't stop there. He keeps hitting the wall with punches from his right hand, drowning in tears. A burning sensation on his fingers and knuckles hit him. Still, he keeps acting like a crazy man who just wanted to leave the world. Bruises and wounds with little bits of blood here and there start appearing slowly, finally making him stop punching the wall out of rage. His tears, however, show no signs of stopping. They keep flowing. He slides down the wall while tears slide down his cheeks; wanting to crawl up in a ball and go back to the life he was living before... All he could wish for was to be healthy again, to be able to go back to school, to be able to graduate high school... Can he do all that? Can he see himself graduating high school? Or will he just end up dying as a middle school graduate? This just couldn't be his life! All of this had to be nothing but a nightmare! He just needs to wake up and it'll all be over.
"Wake up, Gyu! Wake up!"
He cries to himself, hitting his head only to realize that he's feeling pain but not waking up... This was reality. There was no point in denying it. There was no point in showing so much rage. There was no point in bargaining with himself; trying to convince himself that this wasn't him. This was someone else's report. There was no point in anything anymore... All that he could pray for, through his sobs were his desperate pleadings for things to go back to where they were.
