My Other Half

Ch.16

Spencer's P.O.V

Liv and I see the doctor come in and he tells us if Liv is pregnant or not. "Okay Olivia, based on your blood work and the pregnancy test results, you...are not pregnant." The doctor tells us.

Liv was surprised by this. As for me, I was surprised as well but also disappointed too. Shortly after we left the doctor's office, we made our way back home.

"Hey Spencer, are you okay?" Liv asks me.

"Yeah, I'm fine, I just want to get home right now." Liv could tell I was lying, but I didn't want to talk to anyone right now. For the rest of the ride, we both stayed silent.

As soon as we arrived home, I went straight to my bedroom, wanting to be alone. Liv tried to get my attention, but I just ignored her.

"Spencer, what is your problem? Why are you not talking to me? Is it because you're disappointed that I'm not pregnant?"

I tried to walk past her, but she wouldn't drop it.

"Spencer, I'm trying to understand you. You can keep pretending everything is okay, but it will only keep hurting you and the people who love you."

I started getting emotional and tears started to fall from my eyes. Liv wrapped her arms around me as she was trying to be there for me, even when I kept pushing her away. "I'm sorry Liv. The truth is, when I found out you weren't pregnant, it was a reminder of something similar I went through in the past."

"What do you mean?"

"Liv, remember how I told you Alicia cheated on me and I ended things between us?"

"Yes."

"There was still more to the story between us that I didn't tell you about."

"What happened Spencer?"

Flashback: (TW: Explicit Language)

"Are you fucking kidding me, Alicia? You slept with another guy while I was away?"

"Spencer I'm so sorry, it was a mistake and I was drunk. I love you Spencer-" I cut her off.

"Don't you fucking say that shit."

"I want you out of my house first thing in the morning."

"Spencer please don't this."

"Did I not make you happy? What about everything that we-" Alicia cuts me off. "I'm pregnant!"

"What?"

"I'm pregnant Spencer."

"How do you know I'm the father?"

"I don't." She says with tears streaming down her face.

"Alicia you mean to tell me that you're pregnant, but I may not be the father?" I confronted her.

"Spencer. When I first found out I was pregnant, I was afraid to tell you, so I went to my first ultrasound, and the technician told me I was 6 weeks long."

"But you said you were on birth control when we had sex."

"I was on the pill."

"That was also before I left. When did you first start cheating on me?"

"A few weeks before that."

"I thought we were happy Alicia? You never complained or anything. I told you to be honest with me if something was bothering you. Instead, you do something so selfish by sleeping with another guy and now you're pregnant, but you don't know who the father is. That's fucking great Alicia!"