the book of heartbreak

day 34

Please stop sending me mixed signals because it's making my brain hurt.

One day you say that we'll be together and the next you're saying we're just friends. You never know what you want, but I really wish you would figure it out.

I love you, that's all I know. And you love me too. But we're both so scared of losing each other if we break up that we're scared of trying in the first place. Our conversations seem forced. You don't seem interested.

I wish you would just tell me instead of leaving me in some gray area. It hurts, and you don't know that it does, but it hurts being tossed around.

You know, you might break my fucking neck soon.