I've Never Loved...

Over Again

Hey! I have a feeling this chapter is utter rubbish:/

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THIS IS DEDICATED TO MY BEST FRIENDS BECAUSE OF 'OVER AGAIN'

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'I love you'

'seriously Katie, I'm in love with you'

'give me another chance, please?'

'youre the only one for me, the only one I love'.

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Harry kept on sending me texts, leaving me voicemails, sending me notes, sending me flowers and I kept on reading whatever he had to say. He was genially sorry, I could see that but I wasn't ready to forgive him, not just yet anyways. Mum kept asking questions, seeing why I Harry hasnt been around lately but I just brushed it off as him being ill. She was fond of Harry and I didn't wan her to be put off him. Why I was sticking up for him, I didn't know why.

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I reached up to touch the necklace that Harry had given me exactly a week ago today, on my birthday. I hadn't taken it off yet, I didn't really want to, no matter how angry and upset I was at Harry. I hadn't really thought anything of it, but I seen to have been thinking about Harry more and more recently. This whole thing had just made me realise how much I need him and how much I love him...

There was a knock at my door.

"you okay Katie?" mum asked.

"Yeah, I'm...fine." I replied. She looked at me as if she didn't believe me.

"Hows Harry?"

"...." I paused. "yeah, he's fine too..." my voice wavered. Mum could defiantly tell that something was up.

"I haven't seen him in a while, have you love?" mum questioned.

"urmm..no he's ill" I lied. She just nodded and left, she could tell when something wasn't right. I opened up Facebook on my phone and scrolled through my news feed.

'Harry Styles

I miss her so much...<3'

Tears rolled down my face. I'm such an idiot. I know what he's done and I'm meant to hate him for it but if anything I have stronger feelings for him. My phone dinged, notifying me that I had a new text. It was from Harry, surprise surprise. 

ur my everything

since that moment we met my life has become 10x better

and that's bc of u

pls, ily and i rlly do and what happened tht night was the biggest mistake of my life..

I'm ever so sorry 

From Harry.xxxxxxxxx 

I wish he would stop it. Stop apologising. I can't bring myself to forgive him but I just loved him so much. 

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*LATER ON*

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"You sure you'll be fine Katie?" Mum questioned.

"I'm sure mum, stop fussing!"

"I do worry about you so much, you're my special girl!"

"Mum!" I whined, blushing. I wasn't 2 years old. She kissed me on the cheek and went out the door with Darcy.

"BYE BYE KATIE!" Darc shouted behind her as the door closed. My mum and sister were going to spend the evening at my grandparents. I knew it was bad but I just couldn't be bothered, I hadn't really been bothered to do anything that past week.  I went to the freezer to grab some ice cream and I headed upstairs to watch T.V in my room. As I was flicking through channels my phone buzzed but I decided to ignore it, assuming it was Harry, I really didn't need it right now.  As I settled on watching Come Dine With Me my phone went off again, and again, and again. For goodness sake! I grabbed my phone and scanned through the messages. Yes, they were ALL from Harry. 

Look outside, please babe. xxx

Please, Please just look!.xxx

I want you to know how much you mean to me, please just look.xxx

Katie, look. I'm begging you! xxx

This better be good because he was making me get out of my bed. I drew back my curtains and looked down. Oh my God, how cliche was this? Harry must have spent ages doing this. He had laid out little tea lights on the grass in the back garden spelling out 'I <3 U'. He stood there, waving at my, seemingly happy that I had actually looked. I guess he was sorry, and he meant it. I wrapped my dressing gown around me and slipped my slippers on. I went down to the garden to greet Harry.   I went and hugged him, I missed that a lot! I started crying and when I looked up at him, so was he. We embraced for ages until I felt my legs become strangely warm and a tingly feeling to them. I looked round and realised that the bottom of my dressing gown had caught fire! 

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