Him❤️

Moments

He often catches me in a daze. A point in time where everything slows down for me. Where I'm daydreaming to myself or so he thinks. I mean it could partly be true. But in reality I'm creating memories in my mind.

I'm remembering the weather and the feeling of the sun on my skin. I'm remembering him. I'm remembering how he looks, how he sounds, how he feels. I wanna remember everything about him. I wanna remember the touch of his skin against mine and how soft his hair could be.

I wanna remember how his eyes look like the scales of the snake because of how the blues twist and grin and dance and how they look like water at the same time. I wanna remember how his eyes light up and how his true smile will shine so bright for me.

I want to remember his freckles and how he turns pink when sunburnt or when he's blushing. I wanna remember how we teased each other. I wanna remember how we loved each other.

I wanna capture the little moments that are special to me. I want them to remember...
To remember on the hard and stormy days, to remember on the days where I feel alone, on the days I grow older, I wanna remember them just in case I won't get to experience and see them myself anymore; just in case I wake up one day and he's disappeared from my grasp, from my eyes, my smile...

I want to remember the people around me and the things I've experienced. I want to remember the good times and bad. I want to learn from my memories. I want to write them in a book. I want to have them for myself and enjoy them forever like sunsets or sunrises.

I want to remember the people: how they treated me, how they smiled, how they laughed. I want to hold them dear to me.

Mind you this is in no way any kind of call for help or anything like that. But nothing lasts forever. We have no idea if tomorrow will come. No idea what the last things we say to someone will be. I'm trying to make every moment count because as I've grown up I've realized it's too short to worry or waste on little things.

So the little arguments I have with him are ok. They're normal and healthy. They make the good and happy times so so so much better. They let us enjoy life even more and at times teach us to not take it for granted. I love him so much and I try my hardest to remind him of that every day. I will never stop and I'll do it until my last breath. I love him. I love him and I will never stop. I appreciate every moment he gives me. I appreciate and love every second with him. I'm thankful for being able to be by his side and for being able to grow with him as a person.

But yes, the moments we share are special to me. I try to remember every single one we have together as if it's our last. I want to remember every detail from this time. I want to turn these memories into stories for future kids.

I want to remember every detail because all of them are beautifully crafted. Every moment is special. I want to create a happy life with little regrets. I want to spend it with people that care about me.