Silent Screams

Poem 4

A/N: Can be triggering, it deals with someone neglecting me.

She had so many friends
I was just one of a few
And she told me she loved me
But she said that to you too

She was my favorite
But I was just a side project
And I craved for her attention
So much so I could not object
The way she ignored me
When she was with them
Her friends were what I wanted to be
So I tried to be them

But if I was them
And then I was free
I would've killed
The girl I used to be

And that scared me
And ate away at my head
So I thought to myself
I'm just better off dead