ethereal ; hogwarts

40.

( note: im updating after almost two years, my writing style has changed and i am sure that a lot of you might still not be on here to read this, but i have found the strength to complete the story and i hope it provides one with comfort! )

“Do you feel alive?”

“Sometimes.”

Mysha pierced through my soul with her deep purple eyes and extracted all the truth within me. She had a strange comfort no one ever had.

It didn't make me feel home. It just made me feel like something known. Something familiar.

I had been spending alot of time with Mysha and her peers, or well, prophecies and predictions. She'd call them "truths"

It was a common practice for us to spend time by the lake, where the cold breeze flowed through our faces, and talk about the whys and whats of life.

Today, too, I was laying on the sand with my elbow supporting my head. Mysha was writing something in a diary. She was wearing a long white skirt, it was dirtied thouroughed from the lakey water and the moss and the black dirt.

She wouldn't care though. It brought her closer to the being, she'd say.

I saw the faintish blue sky. And the clouds. I sat there for hours until the clouds had taken the charge of the sky.

We'd say nothing. But it was nice. Or was it? Atleast I had a company. Somebody who cared so much about my life.

“I have a lot of regrets about Terrance.” I said.

“Why?”

“You know, just felt should have cleared things up, maybe it wasn't the way I thought.”

“Hmm...” Mysha replied. She says too less. But it's enough.

“I just feel so empty.”

“Maybe, you would anyway.”

“Would I?” I asked

“Yea, we all have a huge void that is hard to fill.”

The sky started to get darker and we decided to head back to our dorms. The corridor was too bright for our eyes.

What just happened? I bump into Terrance and he holds my arm to stop me. I hesitate. Mysha is pulling me from the other arm.

I shake my head a little, guesturing a  'It's okay'. Terrance had a defeated look on his face.

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a/n:- there's a lot of terrance higgs fanfics out there on various platforms compartive to when i started. i don't know how much i can provide. but i hope it's enough.
thankyou, for reading and for staying, it makes me feel so loved.