Are you nervous?

Chapter 21 || Sweetheart

Her pov:

I woke up and sat down. I looked around while stretching. James was nowhere to be found, sadly. I really wanted to annoy him today. I looked at the bed and I screamed. In the bed with me was Cerille sleeping. She is so cute oh my god, I can't. I shut my mouth real quick and looked if she woke up, thankfully not. I got up slowly and went to the bathroom. To James's bathroom. Where he pleasures himself, ugh. My leg still hurt pretty badly so is my hand but it's getting better. I washed my face, and I can't stop thinking about yesterday, got his moans... pretty hot. I tried to distract myself from my mind and brushed my teeth. Soon later I heard the door opening, Jame's bathroom door. I looked over and it was Cerille already smiling. I don't know any kid being more happy than Cerille, she always smiles and is so soft-hearted. I could never just after waking up and have a smile on my face, never. I will always be mad, or exhausted with an upside-down smile. Well, it is a smile but upside down, which means sad.

,, Hey little princess'' I said smiling at her. She smiled at me back and I got her up on my waist. She was on my right side. Even tho everything hurts around my body, I will always make kids happy. I slowly started walking, my leg hurts like hell, but I don't give a fuck. I went downstairs with her in my hands and poured water into the glass. I gave her some to drink and what was left for me I drink medicine with it. It helps me with pain in my legs and headache. I put Cerille down for a minute and read the note that was stuck on the fridge door. It was from their mom.

Note: James comes back at 3/4 pm and Cami and I, are going to the doctor in a different city so we'll come back late, I hope Cerille won't make big trouble. Thank you.

I put the note in the trash and looked over at Cerille who was trying to sit down on the chair, I giggled at her struggling, I went slowly to her and helped her to sit down.

,, What do you want to eat?'' I asked her kneeling in so much pain but who cares? I would do anything for kids to smile. She smiled at me and asked for pancakes. I really know how to make them sweet and delicious. 

A while after hearing Cerille saying she wants my delicious pancakes I was making them. I mixed all over when the door opened. I looked at the time it was 12:52 pm, no one should be back at that time now. I looked over and it was James who was already taking his shows off. My eyes widened. What is he doing here, shouldn't he be in school?

,, Hello love, what's for breakfast?'' He said, I blushed at his nickname every time he says it. I got embarrassed because my hair was so messed up and with a swollen face.

,, Why you so early idiot?'' I asked him finishing up the pancakes.

,, Will you ever stop calling me that?'' He asked, I got annoyed fast, he changing the subject!

,, Don't change the subject, idiot'' I said putting 3 each pancakes on the plates. I put it for James and Cerille.

,, You not eating?'' He asked me again. I don't feel hungry, I usually skip breakfast. I barely ever eat breakfast, but if I eat, I eat with force.

,, I'm not hungry, but answer my question before I rip your head'' I said without thinking that Cerille is there. I looked her over and she laughed. Oh. Oh well then.

,, I feel sick, they sent me home'' He said taking the first bite. He started chewing until he stopped and widened his eyes. Oh no, did I make it bad this time, is it gross? Such a bad impression.

,, What...'' I asked him quietly while he was staring at me frozen by the taste. Is it really that bad? I crossed my hands in the disappointment of myself. Everyone complimented my pancakes before, what happen today?