dear diary | minsung

58

minho picked up the cologne that sat on his dressing table and sprayed some on his wrist and took a whiff of the new dusky scent he'd gotten as a christmas gift.

this was the day of the long awaited new years party that would be taking place at hongjoong's apartment outside campus, which meant he'd have to take his crusty musty bike with him.

it was the first ever new years party he'd be attending and he wouldn't have a date to attend with. he wouldn't have anyone to do the 'new years kiss' with.

he stepped outside the dorm, locking it with the key and shivering at the breeze. the weather was cold and thick layers of milky white snow covered the roofs of homes and the leaves of the green trees. a typical new year's for minho would have been staying at the dorms, watching snowfall and a small hot dinner for himself to then sit and cuddle up with his cats.

seonghwa stayed over at his boyfriend's to help him prepare everything for the party.

the snow smelt woodsy and earth-like, the streets were decorated and lit with christmas lights that dimly reflected on the dark night sky. several buildings were lit with christmas themed lights; red, green and white. the whole atmosphere screamed christmas and new year.

everything felt like it had an aesthetic to it, it was beautiful. it was something minho had never seen before and it was completely different from what he had seen back home in korea.

bright billboards on skyscrapers along with vehicles standing in the evening traffic was however soothing for minho. on the pavements there were young children wearing cozy hats, winter coats while walking around with their parents, cafés filled with couples and christmas trees in front of local stores, decorated with pretty starts and ornaments.

soon enough, while admiring the beauty of christmas in the city he reached the large apartment complex. without batting an eyelash, he parked his bike and ran up four floor on the stairs like the dumbass he was, completely forgetting the existence of an elevator.

he slid his cold hands into the fuzzy brown coat he'd worn, then ringing on the doorbell of the house, desperately waiting for someone to let him so that he could he warm up and not freeze to death.

once the door was opened by seonghwa, he shoved past the taller male and ran straight into the warm house, curling up near the fireplace that made soothing crackling sounds.

"wow, not a hi, a hello, nothing?" seonghwa commented as his boyfriend's golden retriever, kai jumped on minho's lap, cuddling close to the male.

minho's mouth was chattering from the amount of cold he felt, and it was relatively worse for him since he was sensitive to extreme cold or heat.

"i'm literally turning into a block of ice and that's all you care about?"

the other just rolled his eyes as he walked up to his boyfriend who was setting warm snacks on the huge wooden dining table and placed a butterfly kiss on the male's lips while holding his waist ever so gently.

minho watched every single move of theirs, like the child who'd watch their parents love each other in front of them.

there was indeed a hint of jealousy that he didn't have what they had. atleast yet.

he sighed and pet the dog on his lap as the couple behind continued being lovey dovey with each other. it wasn't new to him it was just that he always wanted what they had.

time passed as the male warmed up at the fireplace with the lights off, creating a warm aesthetic. people started arriving which meant that was his cue to get his ass off the sofa and actually go socialize with the new faces he'd seen.

it was the last day of the year, and he was at a party. the chatter of people kept increasing, the scent of comforting warm food spread across the whole apartment as seonghwa kept it on the dining table and the tv played christmas songs.

the christmas tree was decorated a variety of ornaments and a golden star stood at the top of the tree spikey tree.

minho sat down on one of the bar stools and sipped on his wine as he looked around the apartment, searching for a certain someone he'd been eager to meet.

though at the corner of the room sat an unfamiliar couple, cuddling into each other.

yes, he judged every single couple and person there including his close friends hongjoong and seonghwa who were acting a little more lovey dovey than he'd ever seen them.

he munched on a few snacks while downing a whole bottle of wine without knowing.

though a very drunk man his age approached him with a giddy smile, flushed completely red. it reminded him of him the time he got drunk at a party he attended in high school. he'd never stepped inside a party after he'd gotten a shelling from seungkwan for having his first kiss while he was wasted.

the unknown male lost balance and fell onto minho, laughing at nothing.

how much could this man have possibly drank to get into this condition?

"hi? um whats your name?" minho awkwardly asked

"heyyy!! i'm sannnn!!" the man named san slurred his words out. he was fucking wasted.

"do you know where you are?"

"absolutely not!! am i at the bathroom? why do you have wine in the bathroom?" the drunk man looked around the kitchen with one eye open and the other closed

"you aren't-"

"fuck i need to piss, where am i? where is the stall? why is there a stove inside the bathroom?"

"you fucking idiot!" a screechy voice pierced through minho's ears as he felt a weight get off him, someone pulling san away.

"he's an idiot and he's wasted, i'm so sorry if he caused any inconvenience," the man with the familiar face apologized as bowed and dragged the other male away, whispering curse words at him.

wooyoung. the guy seonghwa told him about at the diner. cute.

he's cute.

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seungcheol and jeonghan are the korean srk and kajol. I SAID WHAT I SAID.

i want to desperately make an edit of jeongcheol with janam janam bc svt bollywood edits>>>> i don't have the time or the motivation sadly so if one of yall can make one i'll love you forever

and should i add angst in this and make it a longer than it already is? fuck yes 😍😍