I backed away from the tree I'd just pushed Thomas against, I didn't know what to think.
"Oh my shucking God, Kristina don't tell anyone!" Was he so scared of what others would think?
"Thoma-
"I swear to the creators, if you tell anybody-
"THOMAS SHUT UP" I snapped
He looked like he was expecting judgement or terrible insults, I gave him a sad look.
"First of all, I'm not homophobic
Second of all, it was just a bit shock, I'm still your friend
Third of all, I won't tell anyone" I smiled
He pulled me into a hug "thank you soo sososososo much!"
I giggled at his state,
his a good hugger...
"Well I have to go, newt wants to talk" I said looking down at my feet
"You don't do enough of that?" He asked sarcastically
I looked up at him "this times serious..." I trailed off
"Sorry"
"Don't be" I assured him
"I'll see you later"
"See ya"
He turned around and jogged in the direction chuck was waiting.
I went to the med hut and up to the room Newt was in.
I pushed the door and Newt looked up from where he sat.
"Hey" I didn't mean to be so silent
"Hey" he repeated the same volume voice
I sat in the wooden chair next to the bed.
"I'm sorry" he said grabbing my hands
"Don't be, I don't think it was anyone's fault, it was just a shock" I assured him with a small smile.
He looked at me with his adorable brown eyes "Clint said I might need a stick"
"What? Why do you need a stick?"
"To help me walk" he said smiling
"Oh Like a walking stick"
"Don't say walking stick, I feel old"
"Why? At least you don't need crutches or a wheelchair"
He smiled, it felt nice to think that he's happy. Considering how sad he looked earlier.
It went silent for a while. We just sorta stared at each other, but not in a creepy way.
Then everything went blurry.
•Flashback•
I saw myself, Kendall, frypan, Thomas and Minho sitting together on a marble picnic table.
We were in those grey uniforms.
I noticed Newt wasn't there, I must be getting these 'memories' in order.
I looked like I hadn't slept and cried every time I was alone.
I noticed Alby and some other Gladers weren't wherever here was.
We were talking, I just couldn't here anything. Like someone had pushed a mute button.
All of a sudden, everything fast forwarded into a blur.
I saw the Beca chic, she was trying to talk to me but I kept yelling at her. What did she do? Why am I so angry?
The sound started to come back.
"hoW COULD YOU!?" I yelled with tears drenching my face.
"Kristina I'm sorry, I put the list in order of how it was meant to go"
"I CANT STAY AWAY FROM HIM FOR THAT LONG!"
"Well you have to" Beca answered
I sighed, seeming to gain control over myself.
"I can't believe this" I said, my voice croaky from yelling
"What" she asked
"You. Your becoming one of them." I said with venom in my words
The sound started to blur away but I knew Beca started yelling at me.
Then everything cleared back to reality.
•End of flashback•
I had to blink a couple times for my vision to become clear again.
Newt had tried his best to sit up fully without something to rest on. He had his hands cupped on my cheeks and his face was full of worry and concern.
I felt tears in my eyes and a headache started screaming in my head.
"What's wrong with ya?" He seemed just as scared as me
I realised my heart race had quickened and was breathing heavily.
"I.... My memories. They just, come back..." The tears in my eyes threatening to fall.
He pulled me into a hug "something's wrong" he mumbled
"Figure that out on your own genius?" My voice was wavy from lack of oxygen.
"Something's different with you, your getting your memories back" he pulled out of the hug still holding my hands.
"Well it's not as easy as a breeze, shit happens and I get headaches" I said, spawning a silence.
I helped newt sit right again "I'm getting lunch, I'll bring some sandwiches or something"
"Kay"
