Expect... unexpected.
To say „It's complicated" is like to say nothing. First's younger brother Fourth is in almost happy relationship with famous singer and definitely doesn't need any changes. Khaotung is F1 driver for Ferrari in his last year in...
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First, once again that day, he felt dizzy. Khaotung's voice sounded calm and very professional, as if he hadn't just been involved in a massive crash that sent his car crashing into the tire barriers surrounding the racetrack. But First heard the wrong tone in the voice, very hard, rough, almost mean. It hurt. He blinked his eyes as if to make sure he had really heard it.
“What?”
“We talked about it. Later, now I have to go to the hospital for a checkup. I'll explain when I get back. Go away”.
First had the impression that Kao was ashamed of him, his voice sounded very rough, almost arrogant. Hurt and saddened, he backed away and walked very slowly towards the Ferrari garage. He intended to take his backpack from there and return to the hotel. He felt rejected and unwanted.
"As always. I should have remembered that to him I would always be nothing. As for everyone. Why was I even mad? Hamilton is some nut who talks about vampires, thinks he's a wizard and keeps human blood in the fridge?! Brrrr! Just thinking about it gives me shivers! No, it's time to get out of here. I'm going back to Bangkok, there's nothing here for me and they don't want me here anyway."
Thinking like this, he entered the garage, collected his things, said goodbye to his boss, apologizing to him and saying that he needed rest.
"What did I do in my past life to deserve so much suffering?"
He was used to people disrespecting him, he was used to his parents calling him a nut. He remembered how one evening when he came home for a few days, feeling overwhelmed by school, he just wanted to talk to his parents. He went to them, although he was afraid to talk to them, he couldn't convince himself at all that it was a good idea. Nevertheless, he told them that he had come because he was not feeling well.
“You're only fit for a psychiatric ward,” his mother said contemptuously. He couldn't look at her, her words hurt and made him feel even worse. “You're not going to finish any school, you're useless.”
“But Mom...” Calling this woman "mom" was extremely difficult for him. The word barely passed his throat.
“You bring us nothing but shame. Pack up and go back to where you came from”.
His mother was saying something else, but he screamed at the top of his lungs, covering his ears with his hands so as not to hear anything else. He didn't know that his brother was watching him from a safe distance, he didn't know that the boy clenched his hands into fists and wanted to come out to help him. All he wanted was for his mother to shut up, not to speak again. In a fit of barely controlled anger, he grabbed the largest of the knives on the table and held it out to her.
“A freak, a real freak. You want, I can call them to pick you up.” She said in a cold voice, and First realized that the woman wasn't afraid of him for a moment, rather she looked like she was having a great time provoking him.
