The Bff Blog

June 3 (At a regular time)

Idk guys, I'm just... Out of it today. I'm still gonna write I'm just not gonna be really in it.

Anyways... I woke up to cleaning my huge backyard. Not to mention I also have to mow it. Crap...

Then Aj sent me the number of an arrogant, rude, but funny, kid name Michael. So I texted him... He was annoying Aj... So...
This is sorta how it went...

Aj-Hey, I got 40g for 50$ what do you say?
Aj-Hurry I need an answer! Most of the guys want this deal.
M-Yes!
Aj-Ok where do you wanna pick it up?
M- Church.
M- You need Jesus.
Aj- Really, Michael. What the hell are you talking about?
M- No hell is where you're going.
Aj- Lol, I'm sorry. Aj made me do it.
M- Aj?
Aj- yeah. (Then I proceeded to tell him what Aj I was talking about)
M- Oh she is mean.

After that I continued to realize what an arrogant jerk he really was. We talked of how rude Aj is and other things. He is very hilarious I might add. Ughhhh now I gotta mow.

IM BACK, BOOBS! (Drake and Josh moment there... I'm sorry it just slipped out...) I just mowed the yard and it was... THE WORST! No lie!! It really was sucky. My legs hurt, my arms hurt, and I got blisters on my hand. Idk if I will be able to walk or push anything ever again. I am serious.

Despite the fact my step-dad made me mow the lawn, there were pros. For instance, he iced a water for me while I mowed. Another one- we have a hose. And you know what that means. (*maniacally wiggles eyebrows and smirks*) jk jk!

It means I can get sprayed and not have to worry bout stuggling in the horrid heat... So I'm currently soaked. Yeah I know... Not my best moment no... But I don't have good moments like most people do. I'm now writing this and scrolling through Tumblr. Looking at depressing quotes. Yes. That is my life.

Anyhooooo...
GUESS WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY!?!?!?? One of my amazing friends... Let's call her Ally... (We don't want yall knowing who we are... We will reveal that later) texted me a simple 'Hey'. Me being me in the mood I was in, sent her a huge long paragraph that went something like this...
'Would your eyes fill with tears as you heard the news that your best friend was dead? Would you fall to the ground and wonder why you didn't see it coming?? Would you come to my funeral wearing my favorite colors?? Would you remember me as a good friend? Would you think about me? Would you wonder what was the last thing that was said to me that pushed me over the edge? Would you miss me?'
(I sent it to Aj too!! Luv u Aj!)
And she responded~

'Aj,I would not only cry but scream bloody murder.I would fall to the ground and never get up. I would rack my brain searching for reasons as to why this happened.I would not only wear your favorite colors I would dye it them too. You will forever be my friend and I will never forget you. Every time we drove by AHS I would remember our days at lunch, when I saw or heard Puckett I would remember the day where you and Aj left me at the park.I would interrogate everyone we know to find out what happened. My heart would break and my body would shut down from missing you so much.I would be unable to continue with everyday life the same without you.'

Ok, I changed a few things... For instance the school names.
But she made me bawl... Full on sobbing in the middle of the night.
Wow... I'm way past my limit of words Autumn and I thought/decided... So yeah!!
OH MY GRANDPA IS HERE!!
I MUST DISAPPEAR!!!
ADIOS!!
~AJE