The Bff Blog

July 6

Okay so this morning was really eventful. My grandparents went to a morning meeting and found out that going to Magic Kingdom was going to cost like $300 more than Seaworld, so my grandpa was all " Uh I'm not going to pay that much to go to Disney." It was at that exact moment that my whole existence clattered into oblivion. The place that I had worked so hard to get was suddenly ripped out from under me in one sentence. Basically it was horrible and I felt like I'd been hit by a truck. I know I sound childish, but hey no one is supposed be a grown up when it comes to Disney. I felt super sad and went into my room to watch music videos because music helps you through everything (I was definitely going through serious guitar withdraws too). After a lot of cheesy boy band songs that I don't even like and some O2L (#O2LForever) my grandma came in to ask what was wrong. I tried not be super hormonal teenager and told her it was nothing, but shes my grandma so of course she knew I was lying. Here's the convo:

Me: Its just that Disney means a lot to me and I've been wanting to go back for a really long time. (By now there were now tears rolling down my face; SO much for no hormonal teenager)

G=gma: So you want to go to Magic Kingdom

Me: (basically here I didn't wanna say that I wanted to go to Disney because it was so expensive and didn't want them to pay all that money and then there was that awful part of me that didn't wanna say I didn't wanna go so I shrugged)

my grandma then said something that surprised me.......

G: AJ, this trip is for you, papa ( my grandpa)and I have already decided that. Tell me where YOU wanna go. I don't want you to do anything because your doing it to be nice and are doing for it everybody else. Where do you wanna go?

to which I replied

Me:......Magic Kingdom......

G: Magic Kingdom it is then

Now let me explain the crying intensity. Ever since I was very little I haven't had the most ideal childhood. My parents divorced when I was 2 so I've never really had a normal life. I don't know what its like to have two parents who are together. I won't go to into detail, but lets just say they both remarried my Dad's was good my mom's was bad. Anyway Disney was and is kinda like my music it helped me get away from all the chaos. I've been to Disney two other times, but the first was when when I was little so I don't really remember it and the other was 3 years ago and we had a demon child with us so its time to make up for lost time. I really hope you'll understand.

SO.......YA.......

We then went swimming and now we're back at the resort room and we're making pizza. We may go play Put-Put later.

SOOOOOO

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~AJL