My Valentine

You belong with me (Emily's version)

Ok. That's it. I liked Kevin. I was sad I didn't realized that sooner but, at least I realized it. Better late than never, right? Oh god, I was loosing my mind. I needed to tell him but I didn't knew how, even more after that girl Heather appeared. It's still unreal how I suddenly started liking him, out of nothing. Well... I guess I always had a little crush on him, since I met him, but I just didn't knew how to deal with my emotions, so I just tried to hide it and let my feelings disappear, but they didn't. I only realized that when he gave me that letter, why am I so stupid? I lost my chance, and now I was probably going to see him with that girl, that Heather. How I get you Conan... No, this was not gonna happen. I was gonna fight for my man, well... my boy.
I was determined to make whatever I needed for him to realize that he still liked me, and not Heather. Yes, I was gonna do it.
This time I was gonna do whatever I could, I just didn't knew how to make that, to be honest, but I was gonna find a way.
First, it would be useful to start spending more time with Kev again, since we stopped hanging out that much after I rejected him, I was too sad to met him somewhere, to do anything, but now It was different. That was before Heather appeared, like, what were the chances of Kevin meeting a girl, called Heather, that's my lookalike, right after what happened? That seemed suspicious...
Maybe that was all fake, to make me feel jealous and realized that I liked him. No, no, that was too much, Kevin would not do that... would him? I needed to find out. I was curious, only that, nothing more. I needed a plan, but then I looked at the clock and I was late for school. I started running for my life.
When I walked in, the bell rang, everyone walked out of their classrooms, that was when I realized I had missed Geography. I didn't knew what I was gonna tell my mom, and what I was tell my geography teacher, I needed to think about that later.
I put my headphones on, it started playing "You belong with me" by Taylor Swift, that was the perfect song for that moment, maybe I should dedicate it for Kevin. I should have, but then I thought about it more, and it was a bad idea. I thought, and thought, and thought a little more, that was when Kevin appeared next to me.
- Hey!- he said.
- Hi!- i said.
- How are you? I'm glad you aren't avoiding me this time.- he said and then smiled. God he looked so perfect, with his fluffy dark hair and his amazing jacket that looked so good with his «All Stars», I wanted to hug him and kiss him, but I couldn't, that would be a little bit hypocrite from me, since I'm the "number one love hater", why was I like that?
- I'm great!- I wanna kiss you so bad- And you?
- If you're great, then I'm great too!!- he was so sweet, what was happening to me?
- Aw, thank you!! Actually I wanted to tell you something...
- Omg, really?- yes, yes really.
- Yes. Well, here it is... do you...- wanna be my boyfriend, we could hang out together, go to the cinema, and then we could watch stars over ice cream, and when we got home we could kiss under the moon and then say good night.- wanna have lunch with me? On the cafeteria?- At least I made a progress.
- Yeah, sure!! I'm glad we are ok, I missed you.- Awwwwww!!! He missed me, he missed ME, he didn't missed that girl Heather, heheh.
- I missed you too!! See you later!!
- Emy, we are going to the same class, you know?- I knew, but at that moment I had forgotten.
- Oh, yeah, I know. Hmmm... let's go!
- Ok then.
We walked to class together, I was embarrassed because I literally forgot we had that class together, but I was happy he agreed to have lunch with me after. I was so excited!!!
The time passed, I couldn't wait until lunch. I knew we were best friends but now it was different. Maybe I should have told him what I felt, but I couldn't, I was too afraid, but at the same time I was afraid of loosing him to Heather... HEATHER OHHHHH!!! I needed to find a way to get rid of Heather, the question was... how? I could think about that later, but now it was my lunch time with Kevin!!!
We were at the cafeteria, buying our lunch and I was looking around to find a table where we could be alone, just the two of us, but then I saw Ashley and Alice telling us to sit with them. I ignored them, this time it was gonna be just me and Kevin, two best friends that could become more...
Every time I read the letter Kevin gave me I screamed and cried... WHY DID I REJECT HIM?? I AM SO DUMB!!! I regret all my decisions. I still don't really like love but, having a boyfriend it's not that bad, why was I so afraid of having one?? Well, what's done it's done, but I had changed, and I was gonna tell Kevin what I was feeling for him... but it wasn't the time yet. We sat on a table, far away from our friends, and I think they understood that we wanted to be alone, just us. Everything was working very well, we were having fun together, but then suddenly someone sat in our table.
- Hiii!!!
I couldn't believe that, it was... HEATHER!!! THAT GIRL HEATHER, OHHHHHH!!! SHE DESTROYED OUR CUTE MOMENT, AHHHHHHH!!!
- Oh, Hi.- I said, I almost screamed at her "WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN OUR SCHOOL?!" but I wasn't crazy, well not crazy enough to do something like that.
- Hiii!!! Omg, what are you doing here, Heather?- he asked, finally a good question.
- Oh, well, I got transferred from my old school to this one, I didn't knew you studied here until I saw you in the queue. What a funny coincidence!!!
- Yeah, funny...- I said, I just wanted her to disappear.
- Oh, you guys are on a date?
- Oh no, we are just eating together, as friends.- Kevin said, that made me sad, but instead of being mad I answered her.
- Yes, yes we are. Could you give us some space, please?
- We... we are?
- Yes, of course, baby!!!- I can't believe I said that, but it was the only way she would disappear from there.
- Oh... I'm sorry to interrupt you guys, I'm just gonna leave... bye!!!
She left, we were finally alone again. At that moment I didn't knew what to say anymore. I literally told her that we were on a date, how would I explain to Kevin that I did that to be alone with him because I liked him?? Okay, I had completely lost my mind, why have I done that?
- Emily... did you just tell Heather that we are on a date?- Ok, i was done, completely done, he was gonna ask me why have I done that and I needed to tell him the truth... yeah I was done.
- Oh, hm, yeah, why are you asking me that?
- Because I wasn't expecting that. This can't be happening I know you don't like me, not in that way, so you did you tell her that?
- I told her that because...- because I love you, you idiot, can't you see? You belong with me... I'm the person who's always there for you, that helped you with your crush that I didn't even knew it was me, the person that just want you to be safe and healthy... but I also am the person that rejected you and now wants to be with you...- I wanted us to be alone, just the two of us, like the old times, hehe.
- Oh, for a second I thought that you started having a crush on me... I guess I should just stop thinking about that and move on. I don't want you to be sad because of me.
NOOOO, DON'T DO THAT!!! PLEASE!!! I LOVE YOU, GIVE ME A CHANCE!!! I KNOW I REJECTED YOU BUT, I REGRET EVERYTHING I DID!!!
I should have told him that, but as always, I didn't. I was so mad at myself.
Well, we ate and then talked for a long time. I missed hanging out with Kevin, I couldn't believe I didn't realized I liked him before. I'm so dumb, I always have been dumb, but I never knew it could be that serious.
The bell rang, so the lunch time was over. We left to our classes, because sadly that day we had classes after lunch. I saw Heather, she told Kevin to go talk to her. I lost my mind. What if she wanted to tell him that she liked him? He told me that he was gonna try to move on. What if that meant he was gonna give her a chance? IT COULDN'T BE! I didn't even knew that she liked him, and I couldn't prove that. Maybe I was just being paranoid, there was no way he was gonna date her. I looked at them just to confirm, but something weird was going on. He held her hands, pulled her closer and then... he kissed her. Wait... HE KISSED HER?!?!? AND SHE KISSED HIM BACK. SHE KISSED MY MAN!!! That was it, the end of Heather. This time there was no escape. I was gonna make her disappear. I was not gonna kill her, I'm not a psychopath, but at least make her go to another school. I didn't even knew why was she at our school, out of nowhere. That was really really weird, but I was detective Emily, I always find the truth. I was gonna see what was going on with them, and then... maybe tell Kevin that I started liking him, but I guess he already moved on... with Heather. I lost my chance. No. I didn't. Heather might had won this time, but the war was not over.
Just wait and see, it's not the end of the story...