Fourth hug Earth from behind. He felt sad suddenly seeing him.
"What now little baby?" Earth turned his body around.
"Sad cause you're leaving." He said with unhappy expression.
"Come home if you have time." Earth revert back before chuckling.
"Stay here longer." Fourth put his face on his uncle shoulder, hugging him.
"I can't. I have work, your auntie also need me there."
"Please...."
"I come again next month with your auntie."
"Promised?" Fourth raise his pinky finger showing it to his uncle.
"Promised." Earth link his little finger with him.
"Now let me go. I spoiled you too much, this big still clingy." Earth nagging.
"I see you when I see you Daddy."
"Me too, consider what I've told you yesterday. Don't procrastinate things."
"I will."
"Don't be afraid to fall in love again, learn from the past. If you can't, don't force yourself, quickly get yourself out of this marriage."
"Understand."
"Life is about trial and error, making mistake is human nature, as much as we don't want it to happen, we can't avoid it..." Earth stop when Fourth interrupted.
"Just bear the consequences." Fourth help him finished his sentences, chuckling after. Earth always said those word to him. He can memorized it now.
"I have informed your in law, they're fine if you can't continue this marriage. They understands the emotional damage you are going through."
"I think you should know that Gemini always inquire about you. He met me personally apologize for his behaviour. He told me everything and regret it." Earth tell him what he knew to his nephew.
Fourth a bit shock with what Earth told him, nobody inform him about this.
"I can feel his sincerity, if you happy having him as companion, go into serious relationship, easy. If really cannot, get divorce. Don't torture your feeling darling."
"I'll try."
"I'm here for you, remember that."
Fourth a bit sad hearing that. He goes back to his uncle crying told him that their relationship with Gemini are over, could not be saved anymore.
His uncle never blame both, never be a judge, he just listen while hugging him until he fell asleep. Fourth knew his uncle also felt sad because his beloved nephew was cheated and insulted. Fourth knew it from his auntie.
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Fourth sat beside his husband fidgeting. What his uncle said it true, he should be honest with Gemini, Pa and Ma.
"You have anything to say to me?" Gemini asked. Fourth normally not looking good if he want to deliver bad news.
"Yes, I'm telling you something about me."
"What is it about baby?." Gemini softly brush the hair that covers Fourth's forehead.
"End of this year I'm going back to UK."
"Hah? I thought you settled down here for good." Gemini started feeling anxious.
Fourth tell him everything, the purpose of him coming back. He said clearly he have to go back because he'll continue working there.
"Can you just transfer here?." Gemini think it shouldn't be an issue for his husband transfering here. Ma is one of the shareholder at his work place.
"I have no plans to stay working here."
"What!." Gemini shocked hearing Fourth answer.
"Yeah, I'm going back." Fourth calmly said.
"How about us? Me?. How you think Pa and Ma will react if they know about this matter?." Gemini asked, he lose his temper.
"I'm...I.... sorry." Fourth stuttering after Gemini scolding him. He did not expect Gemini reaction this big, the last time Gemini spoke rudely was three years ago.
"Things this important and just now you keep me posted? What am I Fourth?" Gemini got up from his seat with a displeased face. He scolded his husband who really thought he didn't exist at all.
"We been married for months, why you hide it from us?." Gemini request for an explanation from him.
"I'm sorry, things went too fast between us." Fourth really missed the chance to tell them all the matter. Pa fell ill and he had to get married because of that.
"Fourth you see us daily! Did you purposely keep it secret because you have plan leaving me right?." Seeing Fourth not object make him more angry.
"I understand, I'm that easy so you take me for granted isn't it?. Your motive are very clear." Gemini take a deep breath, calm himself down from scolding him.
Fourth clearly hinting he'll leaving him. Fourth leaving this country also means he will leave Gemini.
"Are we over if you goes back?." Gemini toning down his voice, he upset with himself not Fourth.
Fourth not sure how to answer the question, he looked down at the floor. As for now, he enjoyed Gemini companion nothing more.
Gemini got his answer straight away, his heart hurts too much making his tears fell down as well.
"You still hate me?." Gemini kneel down in front of his husband, dared himself asking even he's afraid of the answer.
"No Gem, I don't hate you. I can never hate you." Fourth both palms hold Gemini's face, his long fingers wiping away the tears that flowed from her husband's handsome face.
"If not hate please stay, you know I love you." Gemini feel really sad, he cry hard, he can't lose Fourth for the second time.
Gemini totally scare with Fourth's actions that obviously do not want him. Go back to UK and then what? Asking for divorce? It's over if that things happen in the future.
Fourth got nothing to say. Actually what Gemini think and said partly true.
"Say something Fourth. I can't live if I lose you again." Gemini tears pooled in his eyes. He thought they're okay, all this while, he doesn't realized it's one sided.
This is what he scare the most, Gemini more than willing Fourth treating him badly instead of Fourth treat him well like now. He get high hopes for them.
"For now I have no planning staying, I tell Pa and Ma later." He answer honestly.
Gemini nodded in understanding, he's aware of his current position. Fourth did not negate his sentences. He stand up, wipe his tears harshly.
"If that's the case, I will never divorce you." Gemini threatened his husband. If he can't have him, nobody will.
"Gem..." Fourth surprised by Gemini's actions. His husband left the room.
