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"felix, listen. i just want to know what these kisses mean for you. so neither of us can hurt each other's feelings." said jisung as he took the last loop.
"n-nothing." felix said, looking down his thighs.
tw!! [language; smut warni...
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before han went home, they exchanged phone numbers.
felix was thinking about that one sentence that han said.
"felix's friend"
is he thought right? am i really his friend? what if is he just joking?
these questions ran through felix's mind and he started sobbing again. he didn't know how jisung meant that but the only thing what he knew was he has his number.
he scrolled through his contacts and found han. he pressed the phone icon and the call started.
(a/n: otp jisung , felix and the well this are felix's thoughts)
jisung calling....
within minutes jisung picked up.
hey felix, what's up?
this is the right time felix! pull yourself together!
he took a deep breath and started talking.
h-hey j-jisung!
that stupid stutter, you fucking whore!
are you okay lix?
a-ah ye— sure...
are you sure? you don't sound good
i— o— i'm okay. i jus— i—
lix. take your time. we can talking as long as you want.
one more deep breath.
i'm sorry
silent.
for what?
i— never mind, i'm going to sleep. sorry for bothering.
lix! first of all you don't bother me, second of all why are you so stressed? and the last i meant it when i said you're my friend.
bu-but why did you said that?
bec— because, well i tell you everything.
what is everything?
um, okay
i know you since your first time when you walked through the school gates. i saw your first time when you got punched and your every first moment. when i saw you trembling today my blood also froze. i always knew you had anxiety and panic attacks. and today made me realize that i want to help you because i know what you are going through. so if you are comfortable with it i want you to trust me and tell you if you have another episode.
sobbing.
3 minutes later..
sobbing, but harder.
lix?
no answer, but crying.
felix please answer to me!
heavy breathing.
suffocating.
felix i'm coming over! wait for me please!
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