BURN.

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I saved every letter you wrote me
From the moment I read them
I knew you were mine
You said you were mine
I thought you were mine

Tony remembered when Steve used to leave him letters when he was busy with SHIELD missions.

Do you know what Angelica said
When we saw your first letter arrive?
She said
"Be careful with that one, love
He will do what it takes to survive."

Rhodey knew Steve was bad news from the second Tony told him about him.

You and your words flooded my senses
Your sentences left me defenseless
You built me palaces out of paragraphs
You built cathedrals

Steve always seemed to know the right words to say. He kept writing him letters even after SHIELD collapsed.

I'm re-reading the letters you wrote me
I'm searching and scanning for answers
In every line
For some kind of sign
And when you were mine
The world seemed to
Burn
Burn

Tony re-read all the letters Steve wrote him. Meaningless words on some paper.

You published the letters she wrote you
You told the whole world how you brought
This girl into our bed
In clearing your name, you have ruined our lives

Tony found the letters to Steve's precious little Bucky. The ones where Steve wrote "my one true love." to address Bucky. The headlines scattered with these letters Steve wrote to Bucky.

Do you know what Angelica said
When she read what you'd done?
She said "You have married an Icarus
He has flown too close to the sun."

Rhodey wanted to kill Steve. Tony had dug himself into his work, spending days without sleeping, eating or drinking properly. He thought about it, planning each and every step carefully in his head. Then he remembered that murder and attempted murder were illegal and that he had to make sure Tony didn't do something stupid.

You and your words, obsessed with your legacy...
Your sentences border on senseless
And you are paranoid in every paragraph
How they perceive you
You, you, you...

Steve told everyone who asked that he was drunk and stupid to do such a thing such as cheat on his own husband. He must've been drunk their entire marriage then. The letters to Bucky were of concern and love. The letters to Tony were just love. No emotion other than love. No concern for Tony's life or feelings. Just for Bucky.

I'm erasing myself from the narrative
Let future historians wonder how Eliza
Reacted when you broke her heart
You have torn it all apart
I am watching it
Burn

Tony brought a lighter to Steve's letters to him. He watched them turn to ash. He watched Steve's words turn into flames and ash.

Watching it burn
The world has no right to my heart
The world has no place in our bed
They don't get to know what I said.

I'm burning the memories
Burning the letters that might have redeemed you.
You forfeit all rights to my heart
You forfeit the place in our bed
You sleep in your office instead.
With only the memories
Of when you were mine.
I hope that you burn.

Steve no longer his. Steve was Bucky's now. Tony was Rhodey's.

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