one shots of irondad and spiderson (marvel)

Diary of a Spider-Man

12/7/2020- Thursday

To whoever reads this first, my name is Peter Stark. It used to be Peggy Stark-Rogers.

A couple months ago, my dads got divorced because of the whole civil war thing. And six months before that I was bitten by a spider and became Spider-Man. My Dads didn't know. Well that's before dad found out and I was recruited to his team for that fight thing and he found out I was trans.

Tomorrow I'm at Pops' and Bucky's apartment. The funny thing is that Bucky really likes technology but Steve is a technophobe. I've taught Bucky about memes and vines.

I've been off of school for my whole life because I'm homeschooled.

I'm currently in the compound helping uncle Rhodey.
He keeps saying that he doesn't need help but it's quite clear that he does.

I might go patrolling tonight, if dad lets me. Dad is currently on a date with this ex-doctor guy.

I'm starting to hate going Pops' uncle Bucky's house. Pops is a bit confused about the whole transgender thing. He keeps saying things like "why would someone want change their gender?" But then uncle Bucky interjects with things like "And people used to say  'Why would someone want to be with the same gender?'."

It really hurts me. Especially since I came out to Dad when he asked. He's helping me with everything. Every now and then he accidentally misgenders me and treats me way better and keeps saying that he's very sorry {:)}. Apparently he's told Uncle Rhodey because he's been referring to me as 'he' and 'Peter' rather than 'her' and 'peggy'.

Tonight I'm ordering a binder. I'm thinking of telling Uncle Bucky when I'm at theirs. I've decided that I hate Sundays. They're so awkward. At Uncle Bucky's, Pops tries to stop me from going on electronics as much as he can. So hopefully this journal will keep him from throwing a fit about my phone and saying 'back in my day'.

If he asks to see what I'm writing it could backfire. Maybe I'm overthinking this.

13/7/2020- Friday

He was born with an axe in his fur,
the toughest cat that you ever saw,
he could chop Down a tree with just one swing,
We call him Yumyan Hammerpaw,
Woah-oh-oh
Woah-oh-oh
We call him Yumyan Hammerpaw,
He could punch out 1000 grizzly bears,
He's mighty tall at 7 feet,
His beard so tough it gets in fights,
His favourite food is luncheon meat,
Woah-oh-oh,
Woah-oh-oh,
His favourite food is luncheon meat,

Me and Shuri have recently been watching this really cool series called Kipo and the age of the wonderbeasts.

So far Pops hasn't even attempted to say anything but say "What are you writing about?".

So I responded with, "School work, English, it's a term project. Like a diary." He nodded as if he understood.

When Uncle Bucky got up to go make lunch I followed him and said I would make lunch with him.
"Hey, Peg." Bucky began as he got out the ingredients. I quickly cut him off at the sound of my deadname that belonged to Pops' Ex-girlfriend.

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"Hey, c-c-can I tell you something?" He stuttered.
"Yeah, what do you wanna tell me?" the man responded.
He took a deep breath.
"I'm trans, Bucky."
"Oh.Oh, Ohhh."
"Do you not support me?"
"I do, I really really do, but you should know something."
"That you're confused about the whole thing?"
"No, umm..." Bucky lead off.
"Oh, Ohhh. I completely misread your signals. Is it okay if I curl up into a ball right now?"

Bucky gave a gentle laugh.
"What's your name then?"
"Peter, don't tell my pops. Dad knows; we ordered a binder last night." Peter practically whispered.