Sweet Escape (COMPLETE)

14

“Baby... Kiss me.” He begs making me looks at him with slight shock. He's been clingy for these passed few days. Hindi ko masasabi na nababaliw na siya dahil alam ko namang hindi nakakabaliw kapag nabaril ka. And his wound are healing fast and clean. Malapit na rin matapos ang 2 weeks leave kaya siguro ninanamnam na nito.

I really appreciate him being this clingy to me. Kasi, halos sa daming nangyayari sa aming dalawa, pisikal man o aminan ay mas lalo itong naging sweet. Maybe he really likes me...

Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko kung sakali ay sabihin nitong mahal na ako nito. I love him. But this circumstances I can't say it. Ayokong basta sabihin ko lang na mahal ko ito habang nagdadalawang isip pa ako kung isusugal ko ba ang trono nito para lang saming dalawa.

A selfish kind of love. I've never dream of that, ayoko ganon ang magiging istorya nang pagmamahalan namin kung sakali. Baka nga mas mahal ko pa ito e, I would gladly let him go for the throne. People needs someone like him, he needs to make a choice one day. And I would like him to choose the best and the choice he won't ever regret.

Maybe I'll be sad, but I'll understand. I understood. Kung magmamahal man ako ay dapat selfless iyon... Siguro baliw ako dahil ganito ganyan ang iniisip ko habang nasa unang hakbang palang kami ni Claud. I can't help but think of this.

These will end someday, and I want him to end whatever strings that attach to me. I want him to remove me from his life and live for his throne. People need more of him, I want to see more of him being a king. I never tell him a penny of my thoughts because he might be blinded by his feelings right know. Maybe someday, I will give him choices, a choice he will choose his reign over me.

I am nothing but his escape, his sweet escape.

Soon he'll be back on reality, my bitter reality.

“Moya Iyubov..?” Darn his deep baritone voice. I smiled on my thoughts and look at him. With his blue orbs with mine I held his face both of my palms. I smiled to wash those thoughts that might ruin our moment.

Somehow thinking all of that, I still want this moment will lasts.

“You're beautiful.” He whispered making me smile more, my eyes were unsteady to his blue orbs but I still manage to gasp this feeling while my heart explodes inside, beating crazily.

“You're worrying me love... Say something.” He softly said and resting his forehead to mine making me closed my eyes. I just smiled to him. I like the peace and silence with him. I could wish this forever will lasts.

“You're a worry man, don't worry handsome I'm just looking to you. I just happen to realized now that I really like your eyes...” I kissed his cheek with a slightly prolonging peck, he closed his eyes and waited for me to take my time.

“I like you more...” He whispered making my heart beat erratically. I just laughed and pinched his nose. Lord, nako naman lord. Magbigay ka po nang sign na ito na si Mr. Right!

Habang nakatitig ako rito ay paunti-unti akong na lilinawan na baka dahil buo na ang desisyon ko ngayon ay may panahon na magbabago iyon. Ayokong sabihin sa kaniya na iwan niya ako alam kung kukulitin ako nito ng kukulitin. Sana nga.

I remember, hindi ko ito minsan tinanong kung bakit may tama ito nang baril o di kaya bakit ito hinabahol. May mga kaaway ba ito? Claud is very sweet I doubt he would have one.

“Why were you shot Claud..?” I asked softly which just just closed his eyes and let his head rest in my hallow neck. I can feel his nose sniffing my scent it tickles a little. Iba na ang posisyon naman ngayon iyon ang ako ang nakaupod sa kandungan nito habang ito ay nagpapababy sa akin. Clingy talaga!