I hate you...

Chapter 13

Aiden White

I lay with my head down on the pillows as I max take control. I feel his hands move across my back, pushing it into an arch. I feel him spread my cheeks and shortly after I can feel his moist tongue licking my hole, and I can't help but let out a soft moan.

It's an interesting feeling, unlike anything I've ever experienced before. I had never imagined myself in this position till right now. I mean for the majority of my life I had never found a guy attractive, so how could I have imagined myself in this position? But now that I'm here, I think that I could get used to this.

Max's tongue penetrating me pulls me out of my head, I can feel his tongue sliding around as he moves his hands up and down my legs. Max moves his mouth from my hole and sucks on my right cheek as he inserts his finger in me, causing me to let out a moan. His finger plays inside of me, every movement gives me a newfound sense of pleasure. "Aiden, relax a bit," Max whispers into my ear.

"I'm sorry, I'm just not used to this," I apologize

He gives me a kiss, "It's fine, you're doing great"

"But I'm not even doing anything," I frown

He smiles, "And that's exactly what I want you to do, just lay there and let me take care of it." I don't argue with him, instead, I lay there and take pleasure in his movements. As I get used to his first finger I feel him press another inside of me. Before I know it I find myself once again in a 69 position, but this time I'm the one on top of him. I move my hands across his abs and up his thighs, moving my right hand back down toward the base of his penis. I stroke his dick as I put his tip against my tongue, slowly I put it in my mouth, softly sucking. I continue to take his dick down my throat as he licks and plays with my hole. I get lost in a trance, sucking and stroking his cock, trying to get him to nut in my mouth. Finally, I feel his dick pulsate, and once again I get to taste his salty sweet cum. He moves his mouth from my hole to let out a loud moan, sending a warm feeling down my spine. I turn around to give him a deep kiss, and we lay there, holding each other as our tongues slip and slide against each other.

I pull away from the kiss to tell him, "Max, I'm ready"

He slides his arms down to my waist, "Are you sure you don't want me to loosen you up a bit more?"

"Yes, I'm sure"

I can see the smile creep on his face as he says, "Okay, let me just grab the lube and a condom,"

"You think that I'm gonna make you use a condom on me after I didn't use one on you?"

He turns to me with a sincere look, "I just wanted to make sure that you were comfortable for your first time"

I kiss his forehead, "I'm more than comfortable without one"

"Okay, but if you want me to pull out just tell me," he says as he starts to lube himself up

"I will," I assure him as he lubes up my hole

"And if at any point you want to stop just tell me," he says as he rubs my thigh

I give him an annoyed look, "I'm not a wimp Max, I think I can take it"

He puts on a fake look of hurt, "Are you saying that I'm small"

I smile down at him, "Oh shut up." He just smiles back as I go in for another kiss. He holds his dick up in place as I sit on it, slowly taking him in. As he gets deeper inside of me, my moan grows louder. I start slow, moving up and down as his hands hold onto my hip, guiding my hips. He moves his hand to stroke my cock as I start to move with more speed.

"You know you're really beautiful Aiden," he says as his eyes scan my body.

"Be quiet," I say trying not to blush

"No, I really mean it. You're perfect," he smiles at me

"You're only saying this to me because we're having sex"

His face turns serious, "No, I mean it." He looks like he wants to say more but stops himself. At the moment I have no choice but to believe him. As I look at him I fully take in this moment, more sober than at the start I can finally process all the emotions that are involved in this one night. There are four years behind this one night. Four years where we hadn't spoken to each other. Four years where there was a constant feeling of hatred between us. Four years where there was a giant wall between us. Tonight as I look down at the boy I used to hate so deeply, I just can't figure out why. He's so sweet, he's kind, he's funny, he's generous, he's perfect. As I observe his face I finally notice the tears in his eyes.

I stop for a second, "Max what's wrong"

He wipes the tears from his eyes, "it's nothing"

"No, tell me," I demand

He puts his hand to my face as he strokes my cheek with his finger, "I just never thought that this would actually happen"

I lean into his body, holding him, softly I ask, "What do you mean?"

"Nothing, I just. I just want to stay like this with you forever," he kisses my forehead

"I'd like that too"

After a moment Max flips us over, "Enough with the sappy shit." He pushes himself deep into me, causing a moan to erupt from me. He puts my legs over his shoulder as he starts to thrust faster and harder. I lie there, his every movement giving me a deeper feeling of pleasure. He leans in to kiss me, I take this chance to wrap my arms around him. I keep his body tight to mine, absorbing the comforting heat radiating from him. He starts to whisper into my ear, "You know I... I hate you." If he was anyone else this would have thrown me off, but knowing our past I can't help but smile. Him telling me he hates me is more sincere to me than if he had told me he loved me.

I now find myself face down on the pillows being arched over as he continues to plow my hole. I find pleasure in taking in every inch, the feeling of his dick rubbing against my walls is like bliss. By now he's already learned my body better than I have, he knows exactly where to put it to give me the most pleasure and make me moan the loudest. He moves his hips in a rhythmic motion, sliding in and out of me, pleasuring me. He leans against me, kissing and suckling on my skin, careful not to leave marks but make my body tingle.

He flips me back over, "I think I prefer this position. I miss seeing your face, and the way that it reacts to my movements." I can feel my face flush red at his words, this only encourages him to say sweet things. His thrusts start to become deeper and he can't refrain himself from nibbling and sucking on my skin, he seems like he's found a new sense of hunger for me. He once again starts to stroke my cock as he fucks me, I feel myself about to reach my climax.

I pull him into me and his thrusts start to become harder and faster, "Max stop, I'm gonna cum."

He breath erratic and yearning as he says, "That's okay, I am too." With a few deep thrusts, I find myself releasing myself. My climax is shortly followed by Max's, I can't feel his hot cum deep inside of me. I feel him slow his movements down, spreading his semen along my walls. For a while we lay there, we lay comforted by each other's touch. After a moment Max pulls out to sit atop me, kissing me, shoving his tongue in my mouth. He gives me another kiss and then grabs a wet wipe, "It's my turn to clean up." I lay there as Max wipes us clean. Lying on top of me he asks, "So do you want me to make you something to eat?" I wrap my arms around him and turn him so that we lay on our sides facing each other.

I lean in to give him another kiss, "No, I just wanna lay here and sleep with you." He smiles and pushes his face into my chest. Tonight I fall asleep, content, free from all of life's burdens.