I Still Want You

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Jungkook P.O.V

The moment I got home, I sat crossed-legged on the bed and started crying, with no one to comfort me. I kept thinking to myself, 'On the day of my birthday, he wakes up, and doesn't remember me, or anything about me.' Yoongi hyung told me what Tae had said.

After a few minutes of crying, I decided to take a long shower. Before, I chose my clothes. When I open the closet, I find a small box. I forgot about it. When I open it, I find different sex toys. From vibrators and much more. 

Hesitantly, I take out a vibrator and close the box. Slowly, I go onto the bed and strip myself. I turn on the vibrator and slowly push it in me. As I continue, I can't help but moan. "Taehyung-ahh" I push it faster. My moans are getting louder as I continue pushing it faster.

I keep going until I feel a weird feeling in my stomach. Finally, I cum, all over the sheets and my hand. "Great." Then, I had just realized what I had done. "Ah, shit. I should stop and just accept the fact that Tae might not remember me." I turn the vibrator off and put it away.

When I step in the shower, it doesn't take me too long to realize someone came inside. I didn't mind it and didn't do anything, thinking it was just me wanting Tae to come back. But then, I hear the bathroom door open. "Jungkook?" I hear Yoongi hyung's voice coming out. "Hyung?"

"I was walking by to talk to you when I heard moans." I blush. "But how'd you get in?" I ask. "Taehyung told Jimin that you guys keep a spare pair of keys in the plant. Then, Jimin told me." "Okay, then I'll be right out," I say turning my back.

I don't actually hurry to take this shower, instead take my time. When I get out, I remember that I didn't choose my clothes. I wrap a towel around my waist and walk out, still wet. When I get out of the bathroom, I see Yoongi hyung gulp. "Don't even think about it," I say before he says anything. He nods and looks away.

I walk over to my closet and start choosing my clothes. Because I was too focused on that, I didn't notice the towel sliding down my waist.

Yoongi P.O.V

I was watching as the towel on Jungkook's waist was sliding down. I felt like walking up and bringing it back up, but I wanted to see what happened next. Getting comfy on the small carpet on the floor, I smirk as Jungkook still hadn't noticed the towel.

Suddenly, the towel fell completely and with the angle that I was at, I was looking straight at Jungkook's ass. "Jungkook-" I'm cut off when he turns around to pick up the towel. Honestly, did he think I was blind?

I stop him as he blushes and walks back to the bathroom. "This is what I wanted to talk about," I tell him. He stops fighting to go to the bathroom and looks at me confused. "Hyung what do you mean?" 

"I mean that I lost my boyfriend to your boyfriend who you lost due to him losing his memory. Now, our boyfriends are boyfriends." I stop while he nods. "This means that we're gonna miss the activities we used to do with them." He nods once more

"So I'm saying, instead of touching ourselves, what if we-" I'm cut off by a knock on the door. "Wait right here." I leave him in the room, closing the door. Knowing Jungkook's very obedient  to his hyungs, I trusted him to not go into the bathroom.

I open the door to find

Jimin and Taehyung

"Hi hyung," Taehyung says.

Jungkook's P.O.V

I was debating on whether or not to go back in the bathroom, but I thought Yoongi hyung said to stay right here, so that's exactly what I did. I didn't move an inch. But when I heard voices from outside, I got nervous, so I put the towel back up.

After waiting a few minutes, Yoongi hyung came back. "Put your clothes on and come outside." I nod and he leaves me agian. I quickly put my clothes back on and hurry out the door. When I walk out the door, I see Taehyung and Jimin.

"Jungkook," Jimin starts, "he remembered something." His small smile turns into a slight frown as he says that, so I know whatever Tae remembered wasn't a good memory. "What did he remember?" I ask them. "I remembered falling and hitting my head outside in the rain." Tae says with a monotone.

"And by the way it looks, outside your door." When he says this, I look at the floor as I think back to that moment. So instead of saying anything, I walk back to my room and curl up in a corner and cry.

No one came to get me for what seemed like hours. Then, I heard the bedroom door open and close, but I didn't look up. "Jungkook?" I heard a deep voice. I don't look up and keep my head down.

"Listen, I know it's not your fault and I know you can't tell me anything, so please, stop crying," he says. Then I looked up. "But what if this time, I can't stop crying?" I ask. He comes and sits down next to me.

"If you can't stop crying, then don't force yourself. And, if I never end up remembering, I want you to move on from whatever happened here, okay?" I nod. I put my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes. When I did, I felt a bit tired and soon enough, I had fallen asleep.