I Still Want You

15

Jimin's P.O.V

No

Just no

I ran for my life. I ran and I didn't stop running. I didn't know where I was running. I let my legs guide me. I stopped thinking. I just ran. By the way the sky looked, it was around midnight.

When my legs finally gave out on me, I found myself in front of Hobi hyung's house. I knocked on the door, not knowing whether or not he was awake. I was shaking hard. Once the door opened, I didn't let him even speak and, without thinking, placed my lips on his,

...

Was I that short?

I was on my toes and when hyung still didn't react, I pushed him against the wall and kept kissing him. It took me a while to realize what I had done. 

Hoseok hyung was straight.

Shit

I pulled away and looked away from him. He was standing there looking like I had gone crazy, which I probably am. 

"What the fuck was that all about?" He questioned me as I just on the floor. "I-I don't know..." I looked at as he crouched down next to me. "It just...happened." "What happened to Yoongi?" My eyes went wide. He's cheating on me, I want to say. So I do.

"That hoe is cheating on me."

He flinched at my word choices. I could tell that I looked pretty fucked up. Well, I felt fucked up, so I didn't care. "Are you sure?" He says while standing up.

He helps me up and our faces aren't even an inch away. Hobi hyung turns around and says, "Why'd you come here?" I shrug and say, "I just ran until I couldn't anymore. I guess I just ended up at your house."

"Are you sure it's not because you want to tell me something?"

He looks back at me and I shake my head "no". "Ok," he says and walks into the kitchen. I stand there in confusion. "Are you going to come?" he yells.

I quickly run in after him. "You gonna stay here for the night?" I nod. He tells me that he only has one room, his. 

"It's ok, I'll sleep on the couch."

"Jimin"

I look at him. "What?"

"When were you going to tell him?"

I look at him confused.

"Jimin," he pinched the bridge of his nose, "I love you and you know that"

My eyes go wide. Sure, we hooked up a few times but-

Okay

I liked him too, but not like I loved Yoongi.

"U-um..." He looks at me. "Hyung I-"

"JIMIN WE FUCKED MORE THAN YOU AND YOONGI HAVE FUCKED!!"

That's true

I lean in to kiss him again. Mainly to just calm him down though. I'm really fucked. Truly, absolutely screwed. The kiss gets heated and...

I'm not writing Hopemin smut

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