I Still Want You

14

Yoongi's P.O.V

Okay, now I know I screwed up.

Jimin saw me and ran up the stairs. He truly thinks I'm cheating on him. I just haven't told him about his parents, like at all. As in, his mother is sick and his father left her. Minnie's mom doesn't want him knowing, so made sure that I didn't get to know.

Sometimes, when I call him, there would be a woman's voice in the background, so that might think that I am cheating on him. I call Tae to see if he knows were the house for the key was. Still in the same place as they always kept it: inside one of the lights.

Only, I couldn't figure out which light. I looked for about an hour, trying to make sure I got all the light, until I realized the light was the one right above the door mat.

I sighed as I walked in, only to find that Jimin was in our bed asleep. I felt bad knowing what he thought was happening. I also knew that he wouldn't want me in the same bed as him. So, I left the room and went to sleep on the couch. But, instead of actually falling asleep, I let myself cry about not being able to tell Minnie about the truth. He's never seen me cry like this, so when I heard a tiny gasp, I could tell that Jimin was shock about what he was seeing.

I shut myself up and felt as he wrapped his arms around my waist the best he could. "Let yourself cry if you need to," he whispered in my ear. I kept telling myself no, until I couldn't anymore.

He left to get something and I went to get something to drink. The only thing we had was some beer. I took it, and I drank it. I ended up getting drunk and, when Jimin came back, a bunch of dirty thoughts started filling my head. I pushed these thought back and told him to sit next to me.

Jimin could tell I was drunk, as he didn't sit too close to me. So, I straddled his hips and looked at him without saying anything. I stopped thinking and just kissed him. It wasn't fast or needy, rather sweet and more-lovely.

Still, I was already half hard. The moment Jimin started kissing back, I pushed him down to the couch. He looked at me and I could tell he didn't want to do this with me. But, I started grinding down on him anyways.

He did his best to push me away, but he couldn't. That night, we didn't go much further than me grinding on him because we got into a fight. He started trying to flip us over, and in doing so, I fell and landed on my back.

Jimin started saying something about me cheating on him and not being able to spend any time with him because of that, but I was only half listening because I had realized, that in everything that was going on, that I had promised Jin hyung that I would not hurt Jimin, and here I am, hurting him because I can't tell him something.

wow

life really is a bitch

Now the only thing that I had left in my mind was, Should I tell him or should I let him think whatever he wants to think and do what his mom wants me to do?

Suddenly, I heard the door open and close. Jimin had left. I was in deep shit. And he still has no idea about his mother. The rest of the night, I just drank. When I fell asleep, it was about eight in the morning.

I missed him already

Hey

Sorry for the more sad chapter, I'm still building this ff on.

anyways-champagne confetti--

I'll put it in my next chapter

btw im posting whenever i can so ty for being patient with me

ily bye