I Still Want You

22

*warning: couvade syndrome*

Jin's P.O.V
I hope that they make up soon. Knowing Yoongi, they're not making up for a while. Still, they probably will end up dating again.

Me and Namjoon were the first ones to leave. It was kinda strange just waiting for someone else to say something, even if we knew no one in that room would. So, I just got up and Namjoon followed. As he always does.

When we got into the car, we both just pretty much sat there, me in the drivers seat and Joon in the passenger seat. I swear if he ever gets his license he might just break the car.

"That was ummm," Namjoon started. He looked as if there wasn't a good ending to that sentence. There really wasn't one anyways. So, I finished it. "Completely and utterly stupid?" He nods. I nod back at him and start driving.

Once we got home, it suddenly seemed strange. We walked in together. "Joon?" I turned to look at him after I closed the door. He hums in response. "Something feels missing."

He was now staring at me. "Babe are you okay?" I nod. "I feel perfectly fine." His face is filled with worry now. "Ok," he starts. "What's missing?"

I look away and shrug.

I look back at him only to be met with his lips. God we haven't done this in so long. He moves back until I hit the wall. It gets heated pretty fast. Then, something clicks. I break the kiss and say, "Joon stop." He does. He looks at me with a confused face and walks away but not so much. "I know what's missing."

"Fuck how could I forget to tell you: I'm pregnant."

His mouth drops and excitement fills his face, but also something else. "Wait since when though?" He asks. "For about three months now."

Yep, when I said that we haven't done this in so long, I meant three months. Thats long to me. Really, really long.

"When'd you find out?" He says with more excitement. "Last month," I reply with a smile at how he acts when he's excited.

He's been knowing this could happen from the moment he met me. I'm pretty masculine, but I can still get pregnant.

"Wake up"
I was shaking.
"Jin wake up. Love your scaring me"

I jump and sit up. Ok. That makes more sense. I don't have any kind of syndrome. Therefore I cannot get pregnant. I'm perfectly fine with that. Oh god if that wasn't a dream.

"Jin are you okay?" Namjoon was sitting next to me. It was already bright outside and Joon looked like he had already gotten ready for the day. "What's the time?" I ask. "It's ten in the morning. I was getting worried."

Damn that's a long time. "You didn't try to make breakfast for yourself did you?" He smiles and gives me a small shake of his head. I sigh in relief. Even if he tried, that whole kitchen would explode into pieces.

"Okay, now you answer my question: are you okay?" He looks at me and I stare right back into his eyes. "Yeah, I'm fine. Sorry for not waking up sooner." His expression doesn't change. "It's fine, just hurry up and get ready. I'm hungry." He then walks out the room. I sigh again and wonder what the dream meant. Then get up and get ready.
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Byeeee