I Still Want You

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~~this is the last chapter!! I kinda ran out of ideas for this book, but I will write a sequel! Thx~~

Time skip-exactly a year after the "incident"

Jungkook's P.O.V

I was putting the last of dinner on the plates while calling Tae over. We've been together for about four years. "Tae?" I call for him again. It was pouring outside and he still hadn't responded. When I walk into our shared room, I find him with his back turned to me.

"Tae?" I question as I sit down on the bed. "What happened?"

His voice was pitched low and as I pulled him to turn him around, he responds, "Memory. Memory happened."

Only then did I realize that he was crying. Fuck no, not again. I should have known, really I should have.

Taehyung gets up and walks out of the room. "Hey where the fuck are you going?" I call after him.

"Go fuck yourself, Jungkook!" I hear as I walk out of the room to find the back door open.

"Tae wait! Please, don't leave me, I love you!" U say as I run out after him. The both of us were wet with rain now. His shirt was clinging to his sides and his hair clung to his face.

"Yeah, well it didn't seem like that before I slipped and fell," he scoffs.

The two of us were now walking on the sidewalk. Both of us were afraid the run because of the rain.

"Do you love me, or did start treating me like this because of me slipping? Huh?" His words hit me like a truck and I felt the tears sting my face, mixing with the cold droplets of rain, I could barely even feel my face anymore.

"Hyung please, don't do this to me," I call out. I run and catch up with him.

I grab his arm and turn him around. Before he can say anything, I attach my lips to his and cup his face. It doesn't take two seconds for be to be pushed back. I stumble a little by the power Taehyung used. We were now just standing there, staring at each other. Rage filled Taehyungs features as he looked at me. I could feel the warmth of tears going around my cheeks as I look at him.

"Don't leave me, please. You everything that I have, the only thing," I said in something like a whisper.

"Yeah, kiss my ass Jeon. You've got plenty more to go to. You've got all the hyungs, you've got everyone else, your brother, parents," Taehyung said with a slight growl.

"No, you have all the hyungs, my parents want nothing to do with me and by brother's not going to be any help to me! Why do you think I came into this friend group in the first place? You brought me into it! You! I don't have anyone if I don't have you!" I say, feeling the rage burn through my body.

Taehyung scoffs, turns around, and continues to walk. I follow. "You a little bitch, you know that? I don't want anything to do with you!" He says as he walks faster. I start walking faster too.

I take his hand again only to have my hand slapped away from his. "Like I said before, go fuck yourself, Jeon." He says with a louder voice.

He keeps walking and this time, I don't follow. He turns around and comes back. "You're full of thorns, you know," he says with his face inches away from mine. I put my head down as I listen to him. "It's like I tied myself to a sandcastle and waited for a wave to come and wash it all away," he says with another scoff. "God, I'm so stupid for thinking you ever loved me," Taehyung says before looking up.

"But I do," I manage to say, no more than a whisper. "I was full of loneliness before you. After I met you, it was like a garden that started to blossom. Hyung, I still want you. I always will," I say with my voice breaking at bits.

"Bullshit," Taehyung swears before finally turning away from me. He goes on his way and I do t stop him. Neither do I follow him. I just stand there crying.

I wait a good few minutes just standing before I decide to walk back. It was slow and somber. I was frustrated and scared and sad and-

There was a whole range of emotions mixing inside of me.

The rain was beating hard against my body as I took the slow walk back. When I make it back, I see two people. Jimin Hyung and Yoongi Hyung.

I didn't care anymore. I ran, ran for until my body reached Jimin's. I hid my face in the crook of his neck and sobbed.

I felt his arms wrap around me. "You're alright, Koo. Let's go inside," he said with a soft voice.

We got inside and sat down.  I told then about everything that happened.

"You'll be okay Jungkook," jimin said, still trying to get me to calm down. It took some to mine, but they eventually left.

I went to what was now my room and sat down, looking at a picture of me and Taehyung. The same one that I explained to him after he first got back.

With my knees hugged to my chest, I whispered against my legs, "But I Still Want You"
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Hey, that's the last chapter for this book. Hope you liked it! I am going to release a sequel soon enough. In fact, I might start it after I publish this. MAYBE.  It there is a sequel.

Thx for sticking with me💜