Tiffany's POV:
It's past 11 pm but still can't sleep.
My eyes was closed but my mind keeps on thinking.
Thoughts of Keyster keeps on bothering me. I'm wondering what's with him that day. I know last week pa nangyari yon pero the hell! It's the same old feeling.
Dang! He's so nice!
Its new you know.
I mean Key is a delayed one. He's a menopausal baby!
So why the hell he hugs me?!
He just said last time na layuan ko siya so why? Ang gulo nya. May nalalaman pa syang let me do this for you !
The heck! Sinaniban ba sya kanina?
But swear. I'm surprise to what he did---No I am shock! My heartbeat was racing inside my chest that I thought it's going to explode! Damn that man.
I already knew who he is because of his unique masculine scent but I still can't believe it! So I try to look at him but he spoke and that is my cue.
I don't know kung anong hangin ang pumasok sa utak ko that I faced him and hug him back. But when I realized what I just already did I told myself that I need this now.
I can feel his hearbeat againts mine as he pats my back. For the first time in my life I cry in front of someone.
I'm not like this.
I usually hide. I don't want them to see me weak. Ulila na ako that's why I need to be strong. I don't know why but I feel safe and comfortable beside this man maybe I need someone I know who will not judged me.
Then I remember Xander. It's all about him.
When it really comes to him I became someone that shouldn't be me.
I love him. That's all.
And hindi ko ata kakayanin kung magiging sila ni Cath. And I'm really really thankful dahil wala ngang namamagitan sa kanila.
Or just I thought.
My phone rings.
And recognizing whose the caller my heart immediately jumps.
I answered it with a smile. (Hey..)
(Hi..) Ugh. How can he say that so sexy?
(Why still awake?..) I asked.
(S-sorry. Did I woke you up?..) he asked worriedly.
"N-no! Still wide awake. Why?" I'm crazy. Yes. I'm smiling ear to ear and its disgusting! Because I shouldn't!
But. The hell! I can't help it.
"None. I just. I just miss my bestfriend." I don't know what to feel.
He said he miss me.
But his pertaining to he's bestfriend not me.
Not the Tiffany who's madly inlove with him. And it sucks.
"Para na mang isang taon tayong hindi nag-kita ah." I tried to joked and fake a laugh. Xander has a problem I feel it and I know him. "Wants to share?" I asked.
"Umm.."
I waited. But he didn't tell it.
"It's late. You should sleep."
"Yeah. I know. So good night?"
"Good night."
I ended the call kasabay ng pagtulo ng luha ko. Hindi ko na maintindihan ang sarili ko. I love Xander pero hindi pwede. Ayoko. Natatakot ako. Pero ayaw ko din naman syang mapunta sa iba. Grass! Ang selfish ko na. Hindi na ako to. What should I do?
Should I confess and fight for him? Or should I let him go?
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I am awaken by my alarm clock. I'm still sleepy but I need to get up early to prepare for my breakfast. I do all the usual stuffs and then went to school.
I went first in the swimming pool to practiced. But I saw Key waiting outside. I smiled at him trying to be friendly but he just look me straight in the eyes.
My heart began beats fast when he start walking towards me not breaking our eye contact. Seems like he's hypnotizing me.
"Let's go." He said then grabbed me.
