Mentally Hopeful • Ethan Cutkosky

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*Jocelyn's POV*

"Jocelyn, i know" Tyler said
"You know what?" i said
"I know you're going out with Ethan at the moment" he said
"Wha- What? Who told you?!" I said
"Ethan, he's going out with Madison and he thought i should know" he said

He's going out with Madison?

"Oh uhhh" i said
"Why didn't you tell me?!" He half screamed while getting up
"I- i don't know, i guess i just really liked you that i didn't have time to break up with him" i said
"Break up with him right now" he said handing me my phone

*Ethan's POV*

"I need to tell you something" i said
"Sure. What's wrong?" Madison said
"I'm going out with Jocelyn" i said
"Oh, i know" she said giggling
"You know?!" I said

"Yeah, she told me" she said
"Oh, but i don't like her anymore" i said
"Then break up with her" she said

BEEP BEEP, BEEP BEEP

Jocelyn: i'm breaking up with you
Me: ok cool

"I just broke up with her" i said while showing her the texts
"Great. Cuz now, you're all mine" she said with a grin
"Oh.. uh, great" i said

To be honest, i still kind of liked her
I mean, how can i get over my first love?

"Well, it's 6:17, i should go home" i said walking out of the treehouse
"Okay sure, i'll walk you out" she said

We went down to her house and she walked me the the front. She gave me a kiss goodbye and i started walking down to my house.
As i was walking i tripped over a crack and fell
"Oh fuckk" i said
"Hey, are you okay?" I heard someone say
I looked up.
"Brooke?!!" I said

*Jocelyn's POV*

"I just broke up with him" i said

I still had feelings for him

"Great, i have you all to myself" he said smirking

"I-i better get going" i said getting up and heading towards the door
"Okay, i'll walk you to the door" he said following after me
"Bye beautiful" he said
"Bye" i said leaving

I was heading towards my house and i heard police sirens near so i ran to see what was happening
"Excuse me. Are you Jocelyn Ramirez?" Said a police officer
"Yes, Why?" I said
"Your mother.... She killed herself"
I broke down in tears and i started running to my mom
"MOM!!MOMMM?!?!" I said crying
They were carrying her inside the ambulance car
"MOOOM!" I said trying to get in the car with her. They let me in and i sat beside her
I was crying hysterically
My mom just died

We arrived at the hospital and the Police Officer approached me
"Is there anyone else that can take care of you? Your father? Do you know where he is?" He said
" He left me and my mom 13 years ago" i said holding back my sobs
"Do you remember anything about him?" He said
"Yeah, his name is Jason Ramirez" i said

No, i don't want to live with my father

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Authors Note:
I literally cried while making this
:((
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